Saturday, April 14, 2001
alright, bloop.
stupid religion and stuff making me think..... bah. Well, I have been reading your blogs lately, mostly Travs and Manuel's, because they are the people that post and make sense the most. so yeah, i see them both posting, and i see them talking about women. bah! i don't have a woman right now. fuck, i don't even have a woman to complain about. I am realizing, i have nothing to complain about woman-wise at all, period. So i am complaining about this fact. The fact that i have had no opportunity to have something to complain about. it is actually pretty depressing, because it means i haven't been in a relationship, well ever really. i don't count the beginning of high school, i was a moron. those weren't relationships. the did jade me away from what a real relationship might be, so now here i am. for the most part, i am happy. i see people in relationships, and just see them have all these problems and stuff. thats not for me, i don't want all the crap they have to put up with. I am just out to have a good time, and hopefully females are involved. if something happens, great, but i am not out looking for a relationship or anything. but now that i am living at home, i have no interaction with anyone of the opposite sex, so that sucks too. bah, crap, blah. i need to stop complaining
anyways, we should do something tonight :) find somewhere to go and just get sloppy drunk. i am in a sloppy drunk kind of mood. oh yeah, and i still don't have a job
stupid religion and stuff making me think..... bah. Well, I have been reading your blogs lately, mostly Travs and Manuel's, because they are the people that post and make sense the most. so yeah, i see them both posting, and i see them talking about women. bah! i don't have a woman right now. fuck, i don't even have a woman to complain about. I am realizing, i have nothing to complain about woman-wise at all, period. So i am complaining about this fact. The fact that i have had no opportunity to have something to complain about. it is actually pretty depressing, because it means i haven't been in a relationship, well ever really. i don't count the beginning of high school, i was a moron. those weren't relationships. the did jade me away from what a real relationship might be, so now here i am. for the most part, i am happy. i see people in relationships, and just see them have all these problems and stuff. thats not for me, i don't want all the crap they have to put up with. I am just out to have a good time, and hopefully females are involved. if something happens, great, but i am not out looking for a relationship or anything. but now that i am living at home, i have no interaction with anyone of the opposite sex, so that sucks too. bah, crap, blah. i need to stop complaining
anyways, we should do something tonight :) find somewhere to go and just get sloppy drunk. i am in a sloppy drunk kind of mood. oh yeah, and i still don't have a job
