Friday, April 13, 2001
alright, here we go. rants for the day. first rant, pertaining to driving. fuckers who decide to get on the freeway and don't think they have to merge. those damn jerkoffs who toodle down the on ramp at 40 mph, and don't even look to see if anyone is in the god damn lane before pulling into traffic. god damn these assholes piss me off. i fucking HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!! GAAAHHHHHHHHH
anyways, on to more important things. something i was thinking about on the way home. in elementary school remember D.A.R.E.? well, i got to thinking. I didn't really know about drugs in specific until DARE. i didn't really care, i just knew they were bad. then DARE comes along, spilling out all this shit about why drugs are bad, and that i will die immediately if i take them. so this gets me to thinking. why do people take them if they are so bad? you know, i would never have even thought about taking drugs if it hadn't been for DARE. DARE really was the thing that peaked my curiousity. it is what turned me in to the little hellion i am. it made me start thinking about the things i could get away with. stealing, vandalism, all this stuff. drugs i stayed away from for a while, but i was always curious. so, when opportunities presented themselves, i had to try it. i had been curious since elementary school from DARE after all, and everything that DARE told me was bad actually turned out to be good. now apparently i am evil or something, because i have gone against basically everything that DARE told me. do i feel evil? hell no. invigorated, yes. rebellious, yes. worldly, yes. in fact, if it wasn't for DARE, i wouldn't drink, do drugs, steal, or commit random acts of violence. these things are all fun though. if it wasn't for DARE trying to corrupt me in one way with extremes at a very young age, i would not be sitting happily at the other extreme today. i just think it is kind of funny.
