Monday, May 28, 2001
blogging is good. I enjoy it. it may be for myself, but it is kind of cool to know people read it, even if they do only take a few minutes out of their day to do it. ahh well, i enjoy your blogs, and i know mine helps me, so yeah
small dogs, where to begin. I don't really like small dogs. i don't really hate them, i just don't really like most of them. pretty much every small dog i have met has been a jumpy, hyper little cracked out beasty. Cats on the otherhand are usually pretty mild mannered. little dogs tend to bark their heads off, while cats maybe meow once in a while. small dogs usually have that wierd stringy curley hair that creeps me out, cats generally have softer, shorter hair. all dogs smell, but small dogs always seem to smell more to me, unlike cats who clean themselves constantly so don't really smell bad. so if i had to choose between having a jumpy little barking hyper smelly freak with stringy hair jumping on me, or a soft mild mannered quiet clean cat jumping on me............ nothing beats a regular sized dog though. dogs rule, no matter what, i just don't really like smaller dogs is all. it is fine if they are someone elses, i love em, but if it was mine, it would really get on my nerves, you know?
alright, so, CD of the day is going to have to be Dj Tiesto - Summerbreeze. I love that album, and i realized i have basically no techno in my cd of the day list. go listen the the first 4 or so songs on that cd, bad fucking ass. then later in the cd, about track 8 and 9 i think, he throws in some Allure and some Delerium feat. Sarah McLaughlin. basically, an all around goooood CD.
I look forward to thursday at 2:30, and getting my keys and getting the lease signed, and having the house be officially ours :D then i have a midterm after that, poop. oh well, it will be a good week.
And that room is mine. if this EVEN turns into a problem, i am going to be pretty pissed. I have spent the last 6 months getting shit on by various people and organizations. In the past 2 months or so, i have realized this, and realized there may have been some flaws in my life outlook. before very recently, as most of you could probably tell, i avoided confrontation. this meant i kept my opinions to myself unless i thought they wouldn't really be controversial, and i adopted a pretty uncaring pose towards everything. So basically, what that meant is i took it up the ass about a lot of little things and just accepted it. i didn't really care too much. it wasn't until i started taking it up the ass about everything, and a lot of big things that i realized there was a problem. well, i am tired of taking it up the ass. this room isn't something i am going to sway on. it is about the principle of it, and the fact that jay thinks he has the right and the absolute veto power to get final say on everything in concerns with the house. he keeps telling me "it might be a moot point" because he won't like the other room. WHAT THE FUCK. both of us like the one room, just because you don't like the other room as much IN NO WAY IN FUCK HELL means that you deserve the other room. that is what is really pissing me off, because he has been doing this the whole time looking for a house. at first, he refused to look anywhere but wallingford. that is why Air and I took over the whole house hunt, because he was being a bitch. he almost refused to go look at the 6 person house. granted it sucks, but he hadn't even seen it period, and he was ready to sign off on it. and he is keeping his huge entertainment system in his room. that, i can kind of understand, but what the fuck. what is he going to do in his room with a huge tv and bose surround sound system. we are already mad at him for that, and that damn entertainment system is one of the reasons he is demanding the other room. god fucking dammit!!! not only is he not putting it out in the main room for everyone where it belongs, but he is trying to skank my fucking room because of it!!! if i allow this, i basically get a big fucking rod up my ass TWICE. I hope i don't seem petty here, but it is really pissing me off right now. I had a hard time saying things pissed me off for a long time. I waited too long. people still expect me to be a fucking push over, but i am working hard at not being one. i see this as a major step, because this is something i would usually TOTALLY back down on. i probably should back down, but i am not going too. No, I want that room, and in a fair world I would get this room. I want things in this house to be as fair as possible. if i start out by letting jay bend me over, what is the rest of the time we live together going to be like?
small dogs, where to begin. I don't really like small dogs. i don't really hate them, i just don't really like most of them. pretty much every small dog i have met has been a jumpy, hyper little cracked out beasty. Cats on the otherhand are usually pretty mild mannered. little dogs tend to bark their heads off, while cats maybe meow once in a while. small dogs usually have that wierd stringy curley hair that creeps me out, cats generally have softer, shorter hair. all dogs smell, but small dogs always seem to smell more to me, unlike cats who clean themselves constantly so don't really smell bad. so if i had to choose between having a jumpy little barking hyper smelly freak with stringy hair jumping on me, or a soft mild mannered quiet clean cat jumping on me............ nothing beats a regular sized dog though. dogs rule, no matter what, i just don't really like smaller dogs is all. it is fine if they are someone elses, i love em, but if it was mine, it would really get on my nerves, you know?
alright, so, CD of the day is going to have to be Dj Tiesto - Summerbreeze. I love that album, and i realized i have basically no techno in my cd of the day list. go listen the the first 4 or so songs on that cd, bad fucking ass. then later in the cd, about track 8 and 9 i think, he throws in some Allure and some Delerium feat. Sarah McLaughlin. basically, an all around goooood CD.
I look forward to thursday at 2:30, and getting my keys and getting the lease signed, and having the house be officially ours :D then i have a midterm after that, poop. oh well, it will be a good week.
And that room is mine. if this EVEN turns into a problem, i am going to be pretty pissed. I have spent the last 6 months getting shit on by various people and organizations. In the past 2 months or so, i have realized this, and realized there may have been some flaws in my life outlook. before very recently, as most of you could probably tell, i avoided confrontation. this meant i kept my opinions to myself unless i thought they wouldn't really be controversial, and i adopted a pretty uncaring pose towards everything. So basically, what that meant is i took it up the ass about a lot of little things and just accepted it. i didn't really care too much. it wasn't until i started taking it up the ass about everything, and a lot of big things that i realized there was a problem. well, i am tired of taking it up the ass. this room isn't something i am going to sway on. it is about the principle of it, and the fact that jay thinks he has the right and the absolute veto power to get final say on everything in concerns with the house. he keeps telling me "it might be a moot point" because he won't like the other room. WHAT THE FUCK. both of us like the one room, just because you don't like the other room as much IN NO WAY IN FUCK HELL means that you deserve the other room. that is what is really pissing me off, because he has been doing this the whole time looking for a house. at first, he refused to look anywhere but wallingford. that is why Air and I took over the whole house hunt, because he was being a bitch. he almost refused to go look at the 6 person house. granted it sucks, but he hadn't even seen it period, and he was ready to sign off on it. and he is keeping his huge entertainment system in his room. that, i can kind of understand, but what the fuck. what is he going to do in his room with a huge tv and bose surround sound system. we are already mad at him for that, and that damn entertainment system is one of the reasons he is demanding the other room. god fucking dammit!!! not only is he not putting it out in the main room for everyone where it belongs, but he is trying to skank my fucking room because of it!!! if i allow this, i basically get a big fucking rod up my ass TWICE. I hope i don't seem petty here, but it is really pissing me off right now. I had a hard time saying things pissed me off for a long time. I waited too long. people still expect me to be a fucking push over, but i am working hard at not being one. i see this as a major step, because this is something i would usually TOTALLY back down on. i probably should back down, but i am not going too. No, I want that room, and in a fair world I would get this room. I want things in this house to be as fair as possible. if i start out by letting jay bend me over, what is the rest of the time we live together going to be like?
