Saturday, May 05, 2001
dazed, incredibly happy..........
Well, we just had an incredible time. She had never been to a baseball game before, so I got to look all cool by relaying my baseball knowledge to her and answering her questions. It was pretty cool. We both had so much fun. The game was excellent. Mariners won 7-5. There were plenty of hits and home runs, the game was close the entire way, and Ichiro and Kazu mopped up. Besides that, we were there together. It was so great just to be able to look at her, and hold her hand, just generally be close to her. Dammit, we need that house......
so yeah, i drove her back to her house in Renton. apparently she is not coming back to UW tonight. Dan says there is a party at Michelle's tonight, so she will probably be there. I don't really care what goes on tonight. I am pretty much oblivious to the world right now.
Today was great.... I woke up, and my parents weren't home. The house was quiet, and there were no annoying people trying to talk to me as I am going about my business trying to wake up. I got pulled over on the way to the freeway for going 46 in a 35 zone, and the guy let me off, and was actually a really nice guy about it. who knew. Then I got to spend a good 6-7 hours with Ali, between the game and driving her home. It was really nice, I am in such a good mood. Everything seems to be going well today. Plus, it is the weekend, i don't have to work.
hehe, listen to me. It feels really good to be happy. I haven't been really happy like this in a long long time. I have great friends, a great girl, a great job, and a great house on the horizon. Things just seem to be clicking for me, in all aspects of my life. I can't even remember the last time this happened. Granted I complain, but I am a whiney little bitch, I complain about a lot of things. I am really truely starting to pull myself out of the shitty depression I had fallen in after getting kicked out of college. I don't even really think about that anymore, it is kind of funny. After months of having my head filled with thoughts that I was a failure and that I had some how been deeply wronged, I don't even care anymore.
on a crappier note, while i was writing this i found out we DIDN'T GET THE FUCKING HOUSE. BAH. after all that, now I am in a bad mood, lol. haha, well things were going way too well anyways, lol :)
Well, we just had an incredible time. She had never been to a baseball game before, so I got to look all cool by relaying my baseball knowledge to her and answering her questions. It was pretty cool. We both had so much fun. The game was excellent. Mariners won 7-5. There were plenty of hits and home runs, the game was close the entire way, and Ichiro and Kazu mopped up. Besides that, we were there together. It was so great just to be able to look at her, and hold her hand, just generally be close to her. Dammit, we need that house......
so yeah, i drove her back to her house in Renton. apparently she is not coming back to UW tonight. Dan says there is a party at Michelle's tonight, so she will probably be there. I don't really care what goes on tonight. I am pretty much oblivious to the world right now.
Today was great.... I woke up, and my parents weren't home. The house was quiet, and there were no annoying people trying to talk to me as I am going about my business trying to wake up. I got pulled over on the way to the freeway for going 46 in a 35 zone, and the guy let me off, and was actually a really nice guy about it. who knew. Then I got to spend a good 6-7 hours with Ali, between the game and driving her home. It was really nice, I am in such a good mood. Everything seems to be going well today. Plus, it is the weekend, i don't have to work.
hehe, listen to me. It feels really good to be happy. I haven't been really happy like this in a long long time. I have great friends, a great girl, a great job, and a great house on the horizon. Things just seem to be clicking for me, in all aspects of my life. I can't even remember the last time this happened. Granted I complain, but I am a whiney little bitch, I complain about a lot of things. I am really truely starting to pull myself out of the shitty depression I had fallen in after getting kicked out of college. I don't even really think about that anymore, it is kind of funny. After months of having my head filled with thoughts that I was a failure and that I had some how been deeply wronged, I don't even care anymore.
on a crappier note, while i was writing this i found out we DIDN'T GET THE FUCKING HOUSE. BAH. after all that, now I am in a bad mood, lol. haha, well things were going way too well anyways, lol :)
