Sunday, May 13, 2001
Fuck....
Another night of fun missed out by me. Why? because i didn't feel like going to a birthday party for Chris Couture, and therefore was out of the loop again. You guys were even on the eastside. Why didn't you fucking tell me you were going back to party? Thats why I asked if the party was going to be an all night thing. Fuck it, it doesn't matter. I got to spend another saturday night alone at home watching TV in front of my computer. Good times. I was here, waiting for something to go down. All it would have taken was an ICQ or a phone call, and I would have been over there. I guess I really blew it by not buffooning after Mummy Returns. My bad. Reason #45980988800000 I hate living at home.
Matt, you have no reason to feel bad for Friday night. We knew it was going to happen. We came over anyways. You told us not to. We ignored you and came over anyways. I am surprised you guys let us stay so long in the first place. Its our bad, and like you said, what can you do :) Just want to clear that up.
So yeah, I am over it. You know what I am talking about. I had my alotted one day "feel sorry for myself about it" day. Now I can move on with my life. Thanks for the kind words everyone, but shit happens to the best of us. You just have to take it in stride, and wait for the next slap in the face. I am just waiting to hear from her so she can further try to toy with me. How much you want to bet in the next week she tries to talk to me like nothing happened. I can hear it now. Oh, I realized I was wrong, I really do like you again. Then it will be my turn. I am over it, I am resiliant. If you have known me for any amount of time, it takes a lot to really get me down. More than this anyways. I am through complaining about this (ok, so we all know thats not true, but hey, through for now).
So yeah, its Mothers Day. Personally, I hate all these stupid holidays. I mean, what the hell does this make us look like. You are all bad children who don't spend enough time with your mother, so we are going to make a day and force you to spend it with your mother. Mothers Day, Fathers Day, Veterans Day, Memorial Day, Valentines Day, a plethora of other useless holidays. All reasons for us to be forced to spend more money and get slammed if we forget. No, i didn't forget, and yes i am doing something for my mom, i just think it is stupid. I guess i should start taking my mom for granted. It will make mothers day much easier. You would think Birthdays, Easter, Christmas, Anniversaries, etc. would be enough, but no, now we need to go out and spend more money on more useless presents. I am not a rich man. But I love my mother, and today is mothers day, there is nothing i can do about it. When I am a father, I am going to refuse to let anyone do anything for me on Fathers Day.
Another night of fun missed out by me. Why? because i didn't feel like going to a birthday party for Chris Couture, and therefore was out of the loop again. You guys were even on the eastside. Why didn't you fucking tell me you were going back to party? Thats why I asked if the party was going to be an all night thing. Fuck it, it doesn't matter. I got to spend another saturday night alone at home watching TV in front of my computer. Good times. I was here, waiting for something to go down. All it would have taken was an ICQ or a phone call, and I would have been over there. I guess I really blew it by not buffooning after Mummy Returns. My bad. Reason #45980988800000 I hate living at home.
Matt, you have no reason to feel bad for Friday night. We knew it was going to happen. We came over anyways. You told us not to. We ignored you and came over anyways. I am surprised you guys let us stay so long in the first place. Its our bad, and like you said, what can you do :) Just want to clear that up.
So yeah, I am over it. You know what I am talking about. I had my alotted one day "feel sorry for myself about it" day. Now I can move on with my life. Thanks for the kind words everyone, but shit happens to the best of us. You just have to take it in stride, and wait for the next slap in the face. I am just waiting to hear from her so she can further try to toy with me. How much you want to bet in the next week she tries to talk to me like nothing happened. I can hear it now. Oh, I realized I was wrong, I really do like you again. Then it will be my turn. I am over it, I am resiliant. If you have known me for any amount of time, it takes a lot to really get me down. More than this anyways. I am through complaining about this (ok, so we all know thats not true, but hey, through for now).
So yeah, its Mothers Day. Personally, I hate all these stupid holidays. I mean, what the hell does this make us look like. You are all bad children who don't spend enough time with your mother, so we are going to make a day and force you to spend it with your mother. Mothers Day, Fathers Day, Veterans Day, Memorial Day, Valentines Day, a plethora of other useless holidays. All reasons for us to be forced to spend more money and get slammed if we forget. No, i didn't forget, and yes i am doing something for my mom, i just think it is stupid. I guess i should start taking my mom for granted. It will make mothers day much easier. You would think Birthdays, Easter, Christmas, Anniversaries, etc. would be enough, but no, now we need to go out and spend more money on more useless presents. I am not a rich man. But I love my mother, and today is mothers day, there is nothing i can do about it. When I am a father, I am going to refuse to let anyone do anything for me on Fathers Day.
