Monday, May 07, 2001
torture.......
She is always there in the back of my mind. I am always thinking about her. I am losing it, lol.
I went back and looked at some WAnkives, it really made me laugh. going through all the traffic rage blogs, and the ones about how I didn't have a job or a girl, and how i didn't care if i was single, unsuccessful and poor. I especially liked the one where I was like, i don't want to be happy. could any of you actually see me as happy and successful? well here I am now, happy and successful. I didn't have to try or anything, it all just fell into my lap. really wierd, i am still confused.
School is pretty much nonexistant in my life right now, it is kind of funny. I don't really think about it beyond the 4 hours i spend actually at class, or the 1 time a week maybe i check my online class. Class was like, the thing in my life like a month ago, now i don't even notice it. haha, whatever, i have homework to do tonight, i think, i should check that. Whatever, class dumb.......
I had this whole huge blog planned, but it has slipped my mind.....for some reason I get distracted easily lately. I wonder what could be doing that.......
She is always there in the back of my mind. I am always thinking about her. I am losing it, lol.
I went back and looked at some WAnkives, it really made me laugh. going through all the traffic rage blogs, and the ones about how I didn't have a job or a girl, and how i didn't care if i was single, unsuccessful and poor. I especially liked the one where I was like, i don't want to be happy. could any of you actually see me as happy and successful? well here I am now, happy and successful. I didn't have to try or anything, it all just fell into my lap. really wierd, i am still confused.
School is pretty much nonexistant in my life right now, it is kind of funny. I don't really think about it beyond the 4 hours i spend actually at class, or the 1 time a week maybe i check my online class. Class was like, the thing in my life like a month ago, now i don't even notice it. haha, whatever, i have homework to do tonight, i think, i should check that. Whatever, class dumb.......
I had this whole huge blog planned, but it has slipped my mind.....for some reason I get distracted easily lately. I wonder what could be doing that.......
