Saturday, May 05, 2001
WHAT THE FUCK
this day has gone from fucking incredible, to annoying to a FUCKING PILE OF SHIT. yes, i am that annoyed right now. i am so annoyed, i don't even feel like getting drunk. UW has 2 collection agencies after me now, one for a parking ticket months ago i never got, and one for some $85.00 "fee" i was also never notified about. My dad is really pissed at them, and now I owe like $150 total to these fucking asses, all for completely absurd reasons that are either really dumb, or that I have no idea existed until i got a bill that says basically "pay now or we ruin your credit forever." What the fuck do these jackasses want? what is this money they claim i owe them? I have no idea what it is. so yeah, it is really annoying, because i was having SUCH a great day. I drop off Ali at her house, and everything goes to shit. I find out we didn't get the house, I get home, and I get these two fucking bills from collection agencies. Dan calls me up expecting me to come over, but doesn't tell me what we are going to do. this stupid "we might do something maybe at po's house or stevens court" was just like, yeah, ok, let me get off my ass and drive for a half hour for plans you don't really have. then i can go sit around, and eventually fall asleep on someones couch because nothing is actually going on. fuck that, even when i am drunk that is boring. so yeah, you guys have your night doing whatever the hell you found to do, and I am going to chill here.
I need to move out of this house. Life at home in solitude is making me bitter and over emotional. It did make me realize how stupid this year was as compared to last year, even when I was at the UW. I think i have actually hung out with you guys more now that i got kicked out. living at the dorms blew first quarter. i never heard what was going on. Getting kicked out of UW was a mixed blessing. If i didn't have to deal with this extraneous bureaucratic bullshit, i would actually be happy it happened. When we finally find a house and move in, I will be really happy it happened.
Dammit, i wish i was with ali....
this day has gone from fucking incredible, to annoying to a FUCKING PILE OF SHIT. yes, i am that annoyed right now. i am so annoyed, i don't even feel like getting drunk. UW has 2 collection agencies after me now, one for a parking ticket months ago i never got, and one for some $85.00 "fee" i was also never notified about. My dad is really pissed at them, and now I owe like $150 total to these fucking asses, all for completely absurd reasons that are either really dumb, or that I have no idea existed until i got a bill that says basically "pay now or we ruin your credit forever." What the fuck do these jackasses want? what is this money they claim i owe them? I have no idea what it is. so yeah, it is really annoying, because i was having SUCH a great day. I drop off Ali at her house, and everything goes to shit. I find out we didn't get the house, I get home, and I get these two fucking bills from collection agencies. Dan calls me up expecting me to come over, but doesn't tell me what we are going to do. this stupid "we might do something maybe at po's house or stevens court" was just like, yeah, ok, let me get off my ass and drive for a half hour for plans you don't really have. then i can go sit around, and eventually fall asleep on someones couch because nothing is actually going on. fuck that, even when i am drunk that is boring. so yeah, you guys have your night doing whatever the hell you found to do, and I am going to chill here.
I need to move out of this house. Life at home in solitude is making me bitter and over emotional. It did make me realize how stupid this year was as compared to last year, even when I was at the UW. I think i have actually hung out with you guys more now that i got kicked out. living at the dorms blew first quarter. i never heard what was going on. Getting kicked out of UW was a mixed blessing. If i didn't have to deal with this extraneous bureaucratic bullshit, i would actually be happy it happened. When we finally find a house and move in, I will be really happy it happened.
Dammit, i wish i was with ali....
