Monday, June 18, 2001
FUCK YOU BLOGGER
anyways, i had this HUGE post written out, i mean a monster post. and it got fucking deleted. god dammit. i'm going to write it all out again, but shit, it pisses me off :) here is a condensed version, that will still probably turn out huge.
so yeah, party was pretty sweet. i had fun at least. ali showed up, i thought that was pretty funny. it isn't really that surprising that she showed up, because we inivited her, but funny to me nonetheless. i haven't talked about ali in a pretty long time :) i look back at that whole thing and laugh now. how easily our judgement becomes clouded, lol :) i mean seriously, go look at my archives, i was on crack haha. what a whirlwind thing that was. pretty funny now, and something i needed. a nice ego boost, but wasn't really healthy ;)
so anyways, enter the party. friday night, straight chillin. i am a vindictive bastard, lol. i was making valid attempts to piss ali off. all the while, i was trying to keep it subtle so she wouldn't notice i was trying to piss her off. i am a jerk, i know it, but it was pretty funny, i thought. i don't know why i got so much enjoyment out of it, but i really had fun. probably because i was really drunk/stoned/whatever, which makes everything more fun. it makes me evil and all that, but i don't really care. one thing really stands out in my mind though. it was downstairs, while the 4 people were trying to dance. i believe it was after she pretended to start doing a strip tease to britney spears. she got the belt all the way off pretty impressive. anyways, she wanted to dance or something, so she tried to get air to dance. air was a little drunk at this point, and couldn't really figure out how to get his legs to work, so he flat out shot her down and wandered off mumbling about stuff, probably travs sister :D anyways, we all had a laugh, because DrunkeyAir had just shot down a hot chick, and ali had just gotten shot down by a drunk guy. I was standing in the doorway talking to some people, just kind of chilling, watching the whole thing go down. of course i thought it was funny. she was kind of annoyed i think, and so she walked up to me, and was like "i just got shot down by air!" i started laughing, because i thought it was funny, and was like yeah yeah, i know, whatever. so she shoved her knee between my legs and kind of leaned on me, you know how that all goes, and looked at me and was like "you would never shoot me down, would you ben?" and i was like "i don't know, i don't know, i think i might be able to." and she kind of blinked, and then walked off. i am pretty sure that pissed her off. it better have, lol :) anyways, there were a bunch of other little things, haha. she was really pissed that i kept ignoring her and talking to travs sister instead. looking back, that was pretty funny. air and i had a lot in common on friday. we were both reeeeeeally drunk, we both were ignorning ali, we both shot her down, and we both were hitting on travs sister :D in fact, i think i even saw trav hitting on his sister at one point. i think i picked the right people to be roomates with. so yeah, i hope i pissed her off a little. i hope i didn't go too over the top so she realized i was trying to piss her off so she can try to counter it. it all seems a little complicated, but i am having fun with it. it is nice to think that i am turning the tables around a little bit. anyways, mind games mind games mind games, fun fun fun :) she is the one who wanted to turn my feelings into a game, so i am just playing along. does that make me evil and a jerk? probably. do i really care at this point? not really. whats the worst that could happen? she gets really pissed at me and never talks to me again. i would probably be better off anyways, whatever. and whats the best that could happen? i get some free sex or something. either way, whatever, you know? :) you girls out there probably hate me now, but oh well. for those of you girls who are hot for me (i know there must be a whole NONE of you, but oh well), if we ever go out or whatever, just don't screw with my emotions on purpose and we will be cool :) this is what most guys would do, they just wouldn't post it up on a blog for every girl in the world to see. so yeah, i may be a bastard, but that is the way things work. sorry :P
i just realize ali probably reads this thing here, lol. so yeah, if she does, yeah i am a jerk, sorry. whatever, deal with it. its your turn again, by the way....
what fun life can be, no? i don't know, i just got a kick out of it :) who cares, sometimes you have to go against what is good for everyone else and do what is good for you. it may be selfish and whatnot, but everyone deserves to be selfish once in a while, right?
CD of the day (i know you all must be thrilled as all hell) is Madison Avenue - Polyester Embassy. yeah, that is the one with Don't Call Me Baby on it. i love that song. for some reason i have it running through my head right now, i don't know why ;) anyways, this is a pimmmmp cd. the other songs on it rock too. go download it, or ignore it, or do whatever the hell you do with the rest of the cds of the day. see you all later. i have to go pray to air again or something. it has been 3 days or so since he crucified himself at the party, so i figure he should be resurrecting himself soon. for all of you who missed that, that was some of the funniest shit i have seen in a long time. we put him to bed, and he wandered out later, and was like "i have risen!!!" and we all cheered and laughed. then he was like "happy easter!!!" and i started cracking up :D good stuff, air rules, but he doesn't appreciate our platitudes. i think i will make Air the official diety of the Ministry of WAnkness.....
anyways, i had this HUGE post written out, i mean a monster post. and it got fucking deleted. god dammit. i'm going to write it all out again, but shit, it pisses me off :) here is a condensed version, that will still probably turn out huge.
so yeah, party was pretty sweet. i had fun at least. ali showed up, i thought that was pretty funny. it isn't really that surprising that she showed up, because we inivited her, but funny to me nonetheless. i haven't talked about ali in a pretty long time :) i look back at that whole thing and laugh now. how easily our judgement becomes clouded, lol :) i mean seriously, go look at my archives, i was on crack haha. what a whirlwind thing that was. pretty funny now, and something i needed. a nice ego boost, but wasn't really healthy ;)
so anyways, enter the party. friday night, straight chillin. i am a vindictive bastard, lol. i was making valid attempts to piss ali off. all the while, i was trying to keep it subtle so she wouldn't notice i was trying to piss her off. i am a jerk, i know it, but it was pretty funny, i thought. i don't know why i got so much enjoyment out of it, but i really had fun. probably because i was really drunk/stoned/whatever, which makes everything more fun. it makes me evil and all that, but i don't really care. one thing really stands out in my mind though. it was downstairs, while the 4 people were trying to dance. i believe it was after she pretended to start doing a strip tease to britney spears. she got the belt all the way off pretty impressive. anyways, she wanted to dance or something, so she tried to get air to dance. air was a little drunk at this point, and couldn't really figure out how to get his legs to work, so he flat out shot her down and wandered off mumbling about stuff, probably travs sister :D anyways, we all had a laugh, because DrunkeyAir had just shot down a hot chick, and ali had just gotten shot down by a drunk guy. I was standing in the doorway talking to some people, just kind of chilling, watching the whole thing go down. of course i thought it was funny. she was kind of annoyed i think, and so she walked up to me, and was like "i just got shot down by air!" i started laughing, because i thought it was funny, and was like yeah yeah, i know, whatever. so she shoved her knee between my legs and kind of leaned on me, you know how that all goes, and looked at me and was like "you would never shoot me down, would you ben?" and i was like "i don't know, i don't know, i think i might be able to." and she kind of blinked, and then walked off. i am pretty sure that pissed her off. it better have, lol :) anyways, there were a bunch of other little things, haha. she was really pissed that i kept ignoring her and talking to travs sister instead. looking back, that was pretty funny. air and i had a lot in common on friday. we were both reeeeeeally drunk, we both were ignorning ali, we both shot her down, and we both were hitting on travs sister :D in fact, i think i even saw trav hitting on his sister at one point. i think i picked the right people to be roomates with. so yeah, i hope i pissed her off a little. i hope i didn't go too over the top so she realized i was trying to piss her off so she can try to counter it. it all seems a little complicated, but i am having fun with it. it is nice to think that i am turning the tables around a little bit. anyways, mind games mind games mind games, fun fun fun :) she is the one who wanted to turn my feelings into a game, so i am just playing along. does that make me evil and a jerk? probably. do i really care at this point? not really. whats the worst that could happen? she gets really pissed at me and never talks to me again. i would probably be better off anyways, whatever. and whats the best that could happen? i get some free sex or something. either way, whatever, you know? :) you girls out there probably hate me now, but oh well. for those of you girls who are hot for me (i know there must be a whole NONE of you, but oh well), if we ever go out or whatever, just don't screw with my emotions on purpose and we will be cool :) this is what most guys would do, they just wouldn't post it up on a blog for every girl in the world to see. so yeah, i may be a bastard, but that is the way things work. sorry :P
i just realize ali probably reads this thing here, lol. so yeah, if she does, yeah i am a jerk, sorry. whatever, deal with it. its your turn again, by the way....
what fun life can be, no? i don't know, i just got a kick out of it :) who cares, sometimes you have to go against what is good for everyone else and do what is good for you. it may be selfish and whatnot, but everyone deserves to be selfish once in a while, right?
CD of the day (i know you all must be thrilled as all hell) is Madison Avenue - Polyester Embassy. yeah, that is the one with Don't Call Me Baby on it. i love that song. for some reason i have it running through my head right now, i don't know why ;) anyways, this is a pimmmmp cd. the other songs on it rock too. go download it, or ignore it, or do whatever the hell you do with the rest of the cds of the day. see you all later. i have to go pray to air again or something. it has been 3 days or so since he crucified himself at the party, so i figure he should be resurrecting himself soon. for all of you who missed that, that was some of the funniest shit i have seen in a long time. we put him to bed, and he wandered out later, and was like "i have risen!!!" and we all cheered and laughed. then he was like "happy easter!!!" and i started cracking up :D good stuff, air rules, but he doesn't appreciate our platitudes. i think i will make Air the official diety of the Ministry of WAnkness.....
