Wednesday, June 06, 2001
Trav: I drive past your work almost everyday. it is on the way to my office, it is really easy to find. just go up 75th, and it will basically take you past fred meyers :P it kind of swings around, and then dumps out onto 85th, and eventually drops you off at fred meyers. you will have like a 5 minute commute, lol. good deals.
Trip: I was cracking up when i saw your blog :D it is good that someone else sees my job as the joke it is. does what i do actually provide a reasonable service to society? no. do i still get paid for it? yes :) does it cost you any money? thank god no, we are privately funded, woo hoo. I guess that is why i love my job so much. it is like, how the hell did i get here, and what am i doing. and the fact that i don't actually do anything when i am at work.... the whole situation has a hilarity that suits my life well. i mean, i am getting paid right now.........
so yeah, not much going on. i wish i had an internet connection. that would make the house perfect. apparently we are getting cable hooked up today. bitchin. house life is good. i love our new house. it would be nice for roomate x to present his or herself. i am worried i am going to have to eat a lot of rent/deposit money here. damn people moving out anyways ;) its all good, the house is still pimpin.
another cool thing about my house. i have remembered dreams from all but one night. last night was the first time i had slept and not remembered a dream that i had. i usually go weeks without actually fully remembering a dream. you know those dreams, where you wake up, and it seemed so real, and you want to go back to bed and finish it up? well i have been having those dreams every night. usually i have them maybe once or twice a month. hell, i even had a dream continue on a dream from the night before. it was freaking cool. basically, in this dream, this little alien thing came to earth, and found me, and wanted to know what shit was like. so the first night was me teaching him how to be normal, and what life on earth was actually like. we figured out that the physics and rules of earth didn't apply to him, so i had to teach him how to look like a human and stuff, and we realized he could basically do anything. it was kind of funny. then the next night was us capitalizing on the fact that he could do anything. this dream was funny. like everyone i know had an appearance in it. we were all on this like retreat/resort thing. it was kind of like whistler villiage on vacation, but everyone was there and it wasn't snowy. crazy. we didn't abuse his magical whatever powers, but we did some fun stuff. this dream was so real though. its like, i could feel people touching me, my feet hit the ground, i kissed someone and it was all realistic, you know, crazy. it was the wierdest thing. i never have dreams that are that real. which is unfortunate, because dreams like that are one of my favorite things in the world.
i think this is because dreams are an altered reality, like close to reality but a little skewed. and i see my life as close to reality, or normality, just slightly skewed. i don't see my self, or my thought process as normal, i have always seemed a little off, even to myself. it is pretty cool, it is a fun way to live, because i see things in things that other people don't. i laugh at things that aren't funny to anyone else at the moment, and i have to explain myself a lot. i wander around in a bemused state, it is fun. i think this is why alcohol and such are so attractive to me, because it gives you that whole altered reality feeling, almost like a dream. drugs are cool like that, it all seems like a dream, which is awesome to me.
beedopoodap. work work work. time to kill more time surfing the internet. i need to pay off my credit card bills today. hahaha, work is turning into my internet fix. i find a lot of humor in this. we aren't supposed to use the internet for personal uses, but here i am....
see everyone this weekend. i am realllly looking forward to trips thing on friday. it will be sweet to see trip performing again, and there is a DJ spinning apparently that i have been wanting to see for a little bit. and here he is, at trips party. badassticles, to the max even.
Trip: I was cracking up when i saw your blog :D it is good that someone else sees my job as the joke it is. does what i do actually provide a reasonable service to society? no. do i still get paid for it? yes :) does it cost you any money? thank god no, we are privately funded, woo hoo. I guess that is why i love my job so much. it is like, how the hell did i get here, and what am i doing. and the fact that i don't actually do anything when i am at work.... the whole situation has a hilarity that suits my life well. i mean, i am getting paid right now.........
so yeah, not much going on. i wish i had an internet connection. that would make the house perfect. apparently we are getting cable hooked up today. bitchin. house life is good. i love our new house. it would be nice for roomate x to present his or herself. i am worried i am going to have to eat a lot of rent/deposit money here. damn people moving out anyways ;) its all good, the house is still pimpin.
another cool thing about my house. i have remembered dreams from all but one night. last night was the first time i had slept and not remembered a dream that i had. i usually go weeks without actually fully remembering a dream. you know those dreams, where you wake up, and it seemed so real, and you want to go back to bed and finish it up? well i have been having those dreams every night. usually i have them maybe once or twice a month. hell, i even had a dream continue on a dream from the night before. it was freaking cool. basically, in this dream, this little alien thing came to earth, and found me, and wanted to know what shit was like. so the first night was me teaching him how to be normal, and what life on earth was actually like. we figured out that the physics and rules of earth didn't apply to him, so i had to teach him how to look like a human and stuff, and we realized he could basically do anything. it was kind of funny. then the next night was us capitalizing on the fact that he could do anything. this dream was funny. like everyone i know had an appearance in it. we were all on this like retreat/resort thing. it was kind of like whistler villiage on vacation, but everyone was there and it wasn't snowy. crazy. we didn't abuse his magical whatever powers, but we did some fun stuff. this dream was so real though. its like, i could feel people touching me, my feet hit the ground, i kissed someone and it was all realistic, you know, crazy. it was the wierdest thing. i never have dreams that are that real. which is unfortunate, because dreams like that are one of my favorite things in the world.
i think this is because dreams are an altered reality, like close to reality but a little skewed. and i see my life as close to reality, or normality, just slightly skewed. i don't see my self, or my thought process as normal, i have always seemed a little off, even to myself. it is pretty cool, it is a fun way to live, because i see things in things that other people don't. i laugh at things that aren't funny to anyone else at the moment, and i have to explain myself a lot. i wander around in a bemused state, it is fun. i think this is why alcohol and such are so attractive to me, because it gives you that whole altered reality feeling, almost like a dream. drugs are cool like that, it all seems like a dream, which is awesome to me.
beedopoodap. work work work. time to kill more time surfing the internet. i need to pay off my credit card bills today. hahaha, work is turning into my internet fix. i find a lot of humor in this. we aren't supposed to use the internet for personal uses, but here i am....
see everyone this weekend. i am realllly looking forward to trips thing on friday. it will be sweet to see trip performing again, and there is a DJ spinning apparently that i have been wanting to see for a little bit. and here he is, at trips party. badassticles, to the max even.
