Friday, July 13, 2001
i was thinking in the shower today
i ended up having an entire conversation with myself. it wasn't actually a conversation. i was daydreaming, and i was in court being a witness for someone. i played this whole scene out in my head. i was being questioned by my subconscious, and i had to answer back. looking back, it was pretty sweet, because at the time it seemed real in my head. my head is so entertaining to me sometimes. i mean come on, half of my thought was grilling another half of my thought!!!! and i could only control one half, it was like, someone completely different was in their questioning me. and there was a judge. she didn't really say much, but i got mad, and she backed me up. and there was the person i was a witness for, they just said thanks when i left. no wonder my shower was so long. who needs reality when i can do shit like this. no wonder i have always been slightly removed from normality.
i ended up having an entire conversation with myself. it wasn't actually a conversation. i was daydreaming, and i was in court being a witness for someone. i played this whole scene out in my head. i was being questioned by my subconscious, and i had to answer back. looking back, it was pretty sweet, because at the time it seemed real in my head. my head is so entertaining to me sometimes. i mean come on, half of my thought was grilling another half of my thought!!!! and i could only control one half, it was like, someone completely different was in their questioning me. and there was a judge. she didn't really say much, but i got mad, and she backed me up. and there was the person i was a witness for, they just said thanks when i left. no wonder my shower was so long. who needs reality when i can do shit like this. no wonder i have always been slightly removed from normality.
