i just found out that one of my friends in alaska died last night in a car crash. he was only 15. i had known him ever since he was born. they took him off life support in the middle of the night to harvest his organs. that just seems cold to me. i guess there was no chance at survival. i hadn't seen this kid in years. i was looking forward to seeing him again. i think he was actually supposed to come see us with his family in fall. i heard he had grown into a genius sarcastic guy like me..... i was looking forward to seeing him, but now i never will be able too. there must have been no chance at survival. he must have been in pain. there is no other reason for two parents to make that kind of decision about one of their children. no other reason.

another wasted human being, dead now, why? he did even have the chance to reach the point of utter defeat like i have, yet he is dead. makes me cherish life, even if i do hate it. at least i have it.

blah, i'm out

frivved up by Ben at 3:34 PM