Saturday, August 25, 2001
not in the mood for socialization even. there were people to talk to, but did i? no, i didn't. i just politely answered the questions asked of me, and turned around again, back to my computer.
so yeah, i went suit shopping with my dad today. i ended up spending a lot more than i wanted too, but i am going to look really stylin. now all i need is a belt, and socks, and shoes......... etc etc. i have never really had nice clothes before now. i mean, when i was a kid i had the default shirt and tie and cheap pants, you know the drill, church clothes. but i am getting a sports coat and slacks, and nice shirts and ties and shit. they had these shoes i really liked, but they were $99. they were marked down from $199, but still. i don't have nice shoes, i need to get some before this weekend. i will probably pick up that pair when i go back to pick up my coat and pants. i am going to be looking swank though. it is pretty cool.
fuck it all, anyways. what did i do last night? i sat around at home and drank. everyone else went out to the movie, and i didn't even bother asking where everyone was going. it was pretty funny, i think. i need to get really drunk though. i have trouble getting completely blasted when i am drinking beer or mikes or something. 40's do it to me, but not in the same way. i need shots, and i need them fast. i miss the hardcore drunkeness i used to have. i didn't even puke that often :P whatever. so many plans for this weekend. am i actually going to carry them out? no. i don't know what i want to do tonight. i am too lazy to go out and do something. i still haven't deposited my paycheck from like a few weeks ago. damn, i really need that money in the bank. i don't think i can afford this suit i just bought. i am sending myself eternally into debt. but good news. i have employment for next quarter at least. i finally got word, they are going to keep me around, however much i want to work. this was good news.
whatever. that seems to be my motto these days. fuck it, who cares...
so yeah, i went suit shopping with my dad today. i ended up spending a lot more than i wanted too, but i am going to look really stylin. now all i need is a belt, and socks, and shoes......... etc etc. i have never really had nice clothes before now. i mean, when i was a kid i had the default shirt and tie and cheap pants, you know the drill, church clothes. but i am getting a sports coat and slacks, and nice shirts and ties and shit. they had these shoes i really liked, but they were $99. they were marked down from $199, but still. i don't have nice shoes, i need to get some before this weekend. i will probably pick up that pair when i go back to pick up my coat and pants. i am going to be looking swank though. it is pretty cool.
fuck it all, anyways. what did i do last night? i sat around at home and drank. everyone else went out to the movie, and i didn't even bother asking where everyone was going. it was pretty funny, i think. i need to get really drunk though. i have trouble getting completely blasted when i am drinking beer or mikes or something. 40's do it to me, but not in the same way. i need shots, and i need them fast. i miss the hardcore drunkeness i used to have. i didn't even puke that often :P whatever. so many plans for this weekend. am i actually going to carry them out? no. i don't know what i want to do tonight. i am too lazy to go out and do something. i still haven't deposited my paycheck from like a few weeks ago. damn, i really need that money in the bank. i don't think i can afford this suit i just bought. i am sending myself eternally into debt. but good news. i have employment for next quarter at least. i finally got word, they are going to keep me around, however much i want to work. this was good news.
whatever. that seems to be my motto these days. fuck it, who cares...
