Saturday, September 15, 2001
create my fucking problems????? what the FUCK. create my problems because i don't feel like dealing with shit i had been repressing for the sake of the sanity of the household, out of respect for you guys. i finally decide to do something about it, but no, i am just creating my own problems. the problems were there, so i did something about it. they weren't created by anyone, but THEY WERE FUCKING THERE. don't downplay them just because they weren't aired out for everyone to see. there were problems, so i fucking did something about it. sorry that it inconvenienced you, but i did what i had to fucking do. sorry for being bitter, but i had to move out of the house i loved, away from 2 roomates i loved, and i am out $1000 i don't know i am ever going to see again.
last night......
i didn't do these things to get back at anything. i put cones on dan's car because i thought it would be funny. he got really pissed, and squealed off. i reacted again, because i thought the way he reacted was funny, and i put them behind his car. in turn you reacted and put them in our yard. this i thought ended the whole thing. but whatever. i was fucking blitzed that night, i only half remember doing that all. i do know none of us kicked dans fender or whatever. i didn't put plants in your house out of any malicious intent. i did it because i thought it was funny. i'm not trashing your house or anything, so what the fuck. air gets drunk. air throws the entire fucking back yard through the back fucking window. air pulls pools through dans window. air gets pants pulled half off. we all just fucking laugh. we clean up our mess and chalk it up to drunkeness. wank comes over. wank puts cones on car. wank puts plants in house. wank watches matt try to pull travs pants off and lends a hand until trav gets up and leaves. wank gets raked over the coals and door slammed in his face.
i get drunk, i do shit like that, you know that, god fucking damn. of course i cleaned up when you were crossing your arms forcing me. you could have asked and i would have cleaned it up too. honestly, i didn't know it was such a big fucking deal. i got plants in your house, whoopidy doo. how many times did i come over and do that to matt and b? i can think of at least 3 off hand where i came over and did the EXACT fucking thing, and i cleaned up afterwards. i would have cleaned it all up regardless of you guys standing over us. it is the same thing with the fucking cones on dans car. i get drunk, i pull little jokes like that. they are funny, but aren't destructive or anything. you know this, this isn't a new thing. so yeah, i'll stay away from you guys if it really pisses you off as much as it did. it is easy to villianize them the times you aren't a part of it. when you guys are doing them, they are funny, aka pools in house, etc etc etc. i am sorry to see the dynamic of the house has changed so much now that ryan and I have moved out. i didn't expect it, so i did stuff in the same way as when i lived there. obviously that was the wrong thing to do, because things have changed as i can see now. my bad for not noticing.
our bad for coming over. our bad for participating in our social life. i at least won't come over there anymore if this is the way it is now. i can see you don't want it, so i will stay away. we don't care about fucking up our places, we do it 3 times a week.
last night......
i didn't do these things to get back at anything. i put cones on dan's car because i thought it would be funny. he got really pissed, and squealed off. i reacted again, because i thought the way he reacted was funny, and i put them behind his car. in turn you reacted and put them in our yard. this i thought ended the whole thing. but whatever. i was fucking blitzed that night, i only half remember doing that all. i do know none of us kicked dans fender or whatever. i didn't put plants in your house out of any malicious intent. i did it because i thought it was funny. i'm not trashing your house or anything, so what the fuck. air gets drunk. air throws the entire fucking back yard through the back fucking window. air pulls pools through dans window. air gets pants pulled half off. we all just fucking laugh. we clean up our mess and chalk it up to drunkeness. wank comes over. wank puts cones on car. wank puts plants in house. wank watches matt try to pull travs pants off and lends a hand until trav gets up and leaves. wank gets raked over the coals and door slammed in his face.
i get drunk, i do shit like that, you know that, god fucking damn. of course i cleaned up when you were crossing your arms forcing me. you could have asked and i would have cleaned it up too. honestly, i didn't know it was such a big fucking deal. i got plants in your house, whoopidy doo. how many times did i come over and do that to matt and b? i can think of at least 3 off hand where i came over and did the EXACT fucking thing, and i cleaned up afterwards. i would have cleaned it all up regardless of you guys standing over us. it is the same thing with the fucking cones on dans car. i get drunk, i pull little jokes like that. they are funny, but aren't destructive or anything. you know this, this isn't a new thing. so yeah, i'll stay away from you guys if it really pisses you off as much as it did. it is easy to villianize them the times you aren't a part of it. when you guys are doing them, they are funny, aka pools in house, etc etc etc. i am sorry to see the dynamic of the house has changed so much now that ryan and I have moved out. i didn't expect it, so i did stuff in the same way as when i lived there. obviously that was the wrong thing to do, because things have changed as i can see now. my bad for not noticing.
our bad for coming over. our bad for participating in our social life. i at least won't come over there anymore if this is the way it is now. i can see you don't want it, so i will stay away. we don't care about fucking up our places, we do it 3 times a week.
