why am i still here. why am i paying to be here. what reason do i have to come back tomorrow, let alone 10 weeks from now. i am not going to last. i seriously should just drop all my classes while i can now and see if i can get any money back. i have zero motivation, zero will to come to class, zero interest in what i am taking. why can't i bring myself to give a flying fuck about school anymore? why is this so worthless to me. this is my education, the rest of my life we are talking about. yet i blow it off. i seriously need a break. i can't do this anymore. if i try, it will end up like the past 5 quarters before this. making every and any excuse to skip class. refusing to do homework, refusing to go, refusing to take tests, refusing to learn a damn thing. the difference is, i am at bcc now. i have been doing this for two quarters here. i have been doing well in my classes even if i don't go, or study, or do my homework. school is bullshit, i don't care anymore, and i am only halfway through my second class of the quarter................

fuct

frivved up by Ben at 9:10 PM