Tuesday, December 18, 2001
doodly doo. ok, so i was distracted again, only todays shiney piece of metal was a kind of christmas party/baby shower thing, complete with pizza. it was pretty funny, i thought, alhtough, i think a lot of things about work are pretty funny.
see here, this is what i am talking about. for all practical purposes, i should have something to write about!!!! my mind isn't boring or anything. in fact i find my mind fascinating. i spend most of my time staring blankly at something running around through the inner recesses of my mind. but here, its like i was running around, and now that i am staring at this blog page, my mind collapses and falls asleep. shooten hosens....
i am so zoned out today. i have pretty much finished everything i told myself i was going to do before i took my trip to whistler, my first real break from this job, ever. ok, well, that isn't counting the months i took off to go back to college. that wasn't really a break or anything. i don't really know what that was. but anyways, whatever responsibilites i had, i would either do when the thing was needed, or at least i was here to bullshit about it so it looked like i did it. but now, there are things that i need to do that people will need, but i won't be here to explain anything. so i actually had to do them..... so, yeah, i finished those up, at least the things i really needed to do. i did most of them yesterday and friday actually. whats this you say? not procrastinating!!!! tis true, i actually planned ahead and did stuff. i knew i would be gone, mentally all day (even more so than usual). here i am, going through the paces, pretending to be at work. my cowork walked in, and is more or less aware of what i am doing right now and i don't even care. usually at least i flip to a spreadsheet or something so it looks like i am working, but not today. ohh boy not today. i am an hour away from home, which is basically an hour away from whistler, because after work, i've got shit to do.
yee haw!!! time off work, more than one day!!! WOO HOO WHISTLER WHUT WHUT!!! i am leaving, i am going somewhere. i have a built in social group, built in friends to do stuff with. there is no way a night can be boring, no way i can complain about stuff not going on, because being on this trip physically makes things be going on. i am so stoked. last year was such a blast. this year, ryan will have his wallet, so we can get into clubs and jackass around there. ryan isn't sober anymore, which is going to make for massive amounts of consumption of various different substances. private hot tub, in our little condo or whatever, i mean how much better does it get? there are very few downsides to the whole thing. one, we are in blackcomb, so it is a bus ride or something to whistler villiage. haha, no big deal. i am usually looking for a reason to take a bus when i am fucked up, for the adventure portion of it. two, which may not even be a downside at all, blake and anna broke up and now ryan and alyson broke up. i don't think it is going to be a problem at all. if anything it is going to make things less awkward when we all get trashed and start hitting on eachother, because technically no one is attached, at least no one has their boyfriends there....
pessimist, you say!!!! why are you looking at downsides to what is going to be an incredible trip!!! well, i chalk it up to being optimistic in advance. if i already know what to look for in downsides, they aren't really downsides, they are part of the trip. that way, EVERYTHING is an upside. put that in your pessimist crying pipe and smoke it!!
good god, i just want to leave work :D i havent even packed anything yet. i still need to do some laundry. i did kind of clean out my car, because my dad is borrowing it. i am sure he will be happy about that. also, i don't have boots, because i am lazy and haven't gotten around to buying boots in like 7 years or something. oh well, i have wool socks for my tennis shoes, and it is hard to dance and stuff in boots anyways. i'll just be sliding around everywhere, which will add to the comedy of, well, everything. that is basically what i am all about, being entertaining to people.
ok, i want to go back on a tangent i started, but just completely forgot about and skipped over. having this built in social group thing. i am fairly shy, until i am comfortable. then i am really outgoing. usually, it takes like a few times being with people, and then getting drunk. this is unless, of course, you are with a bunch of me and my friends. then it will seem like i am more or less ignoring you, but at least sociable. but here, i know everyone who is going. they are all my friends. i can't really imagine a group of people i would feel more comfortable with. that means, i can say anything and do anything i can think of, and not really think about the consequences. this, i think, is when i am most entertaining and fun to be around, because it tends to be a very spontanious and wacky time. a lot of people don't see this side at first, so i am kind of blah and boring. a lot of people never see this side at all, so they are kind of like huh, whats that guys deal. i don't get it, because i tend to be pretty wacky and spontanious, it just isn't truely spontanious... so anyways, it will be basically me and my friends krunking around whistler the entire time, no getting to know you phase, no awkward silences, just pure unadulterated deezery.
i have been looking forward to this for a long time. a lot of the people i am going with i don't get to see very often because they live far away, or they don't like to drink and stuff as often as i do. so, when we go up, and we drink all the time, it adds a new element of funny. i mean, seeing anna, blake and jay drunk, this just rocks. they all go to the uw, but i don't get to see it very often. so when i do, which is basically at whistler, it is just funny :) i imagine ryan will be baked the entire time, and alyson will be joining him. i imagine matt and radkte (is he even going?) will be joining me at night drinking at night, and me, i plan on being drunk a large portion of the time. i am torn. it would be really fun to get really really baked off my ass with alyson and ryan. i have been trying not to smoke out at all, because if i do get this job, i might have a drug test and all that jazz, and i am hoping the extra month is enough to at least drop my THC count or whatever it is down to an acceptable level. also, getting stoned just isn't as much fun as getting pissass drunk to me. so, drunk it is, drunkfoonery it will be...
who knows, i might even be drunk enough to hit on some girl in a club, and the lure of a private hot tub might even be enough to have her come home with me. wouldn't that be crazy!!! ok ok ok, i know, i'm getting way ahead of myself, but hey, anything can happen.... a guy can dream, can't he!!!! lol, like i will actually work up enough courage to talk to a girl at a club. *sigh* i am getting ahead of myself ;) that would be way too far out of the comfort zone i mentioned earlier :)
anyways, this will probably be the last blog until christmas or so, unless i get really bored tonight. check you all later, and happy holidays and such.
WANKASSERY!!!!!
see here, this is what i am talking about. for all practical purposes, i should have something to write about!!!! my mind isn't boring or anything. in fact i find my mind fascinating. i spend most of my time staring blankly at something running around through the inner recesses of my mind. but here, its like i was running around, and now that i am staring at this blog page, my mind collapses and falls asleep. shooten hosens....
i am so zoned out today. i have pretty much finished everything i told myself i was going to do before i took my trip to whistler, my first real break from this job, ever. ok, well, that isn't counting the months i took off to go back to college. that wasn't really a break or anything. i don't really know what that was. but anyways, whatever responsibilites i had, i would either do when the thing was needed, or at least i was here to bullshit about it so it looked like i did it. but now, there are things that i need to do that people will need, but i won't be here to explain anything. so i actually had to do them..... so, yeah, i finished those up, at least the things i really needed to do. i did most of them yesterday and friday actually. whats this you say? not procrastinating!!!! tis true, i actually planned ahead and did stuff. i knew i would be gone, mentally all day (even more so than usual). here i am, going through the paces, pretending to be at work. my cowork walked in, and is more or less aware of what i am doing right now and i don't even care. usually at least i flip to a spreadsheet or something so it looks like i am working, but not today. ohh boy not today. i am an hour away from home, which is basically an hour away from whistler, because after work, i've got shit to do.
yee haw!!! time off work, more than one day!!! WOO HOO WHISTLER WHUT WHUT!!! i am leaving, i am going somewhere. i have a built in social group, built in friends to do stuff with. there is no way a night can be boring, no way i can complain about stuff not going on, because being on this trip physically makes things be going on. i am so stoked. last year was such a blast. this year, ryan will have his wallet, so we can get into clubs and jackass around there. ryan isn't sober anymore, which is going to make for massive amounts of consumption of various different substances. private hot tub, in our little condo or whatever, i mean how much better does it get? there are very few downsides to the whole thing. one, we are in blackcomb, so it is a bus ride or something to whistler villiage. haha, no big deal. i am usually looking for a reason to take a bus when i am fucked up, for the adventure portion of it. two, which may not even be a downside at all, blake and anna broke up and now ryan and alyson broke up. i don't think it is going to be a problem at all. if anything it is going to make things less awkward when we all get trashed and start hitting on eachother, because technically no one is attached, at least no one has their boyfriends there....
pessimist, you say!!!! why are you looking at downsides to what is going to be an incredible trip!!! well, i chalk it up to being optimistic in advance. if i already know what to look for in downsides, they aren't really downsides, they are part of the trip. that way, EVERYTHING is an upside. put that in your pessimist crying pipe and smoke it!!
good god, i just want to leave work :D i havent even packed anything yet. i still need to do some laundry. i did kind of clean out my car, because my dad is borrowing it. i am sure he will be happy about that. also, i don't have boots, because i am lazy and haven't gotten around to buying boots in like 7 years or something. oh well, i have wool socks for my tennis shoes, and it is hard to dance and stuff in boots anyways. i'll just be sliding around everywhere, which will add to the comedy of, well, everything. that is basically what i am all about, being entertaining to people.
ok, i want to go back on a tangent i started, but just completely forgot about and skipped over. having this built in social group thing. i am fairly shy, until i am comfortable. then i am really outgoing. usually, it takes like a few times being with people, and then getting drunk. this is unless, of course, you are with a bunch of me and my friends. then it will seem like i am more or less ignoring you, but at least sociable. but here, i know everyone who is going. they are all my friends. i can't really imagine a group of people i would feel more comfortable with. that means, i can say anything and do anything i can think of, and not really think about the consequences. this, i think, is when i am most entertaining and fun to be around, because it tends to be a very spontanious and wacky time. a lot of people don't see this side at first, so i am kind of blah and boring. a lot of people never see this side at all, so they are kind of like huh, whats that guys deal. i don't get it, because i tend to be pretty wacky and spontanious, it just isn't truely spontanious... so anyways, it will be basically me and my friends krunking around whistler the entire time, no getting to know you phase, no awkward silences, just pure unadulterated deezery.
i have been looking forward to this for a long time. a lot of the people i am going with i don't get to see very often because they live far away, or they don't like to drink and stuff as often as i do. so, when we go up, and we drink all the time, it adds a new element of funny. i mean, seeing anna, blake and jay drunk, this just rocks. they all go to the uw, but i don't get to see it very often. so when i do, which is basically at whistler, it is just funny :) i imagine ryan will be baked the entire time, and alyson will be joining him. i imagine matt and radkte (is he even going?) will be joining me at night drinking at night, and me, i plan on being drunk a large portion of the time. i am torn. it would be really fun to get really really baked off my ass with alyson and ryan. i have been trying not to smoke out at all, because if i do get this job, i might have a drug test and all that jazz, and i am hoping the extra month is enough to at least drop my THC count or whatever it is down to an acceptable level. also, getting stoned just isn't as much fun as getting pissass drunk to me. so, drunk it is, drunkfoonery it will be...
who knows, i might even be drunk enough to hit on some girl in a club, and the lure of a private hot tub might even be enough to have her come home with me. wouldn't that be crazy!!! ok ok ok, i know, i'm getting way ahead of myself, but hey, anything can happen.... a guy can dream, can't he!!!! lol, like i will actually work up enough courage to talk to a girl at a club. *sigh* i am getting ahead of myself ;) that would be way too far out of the comfort zone i mentioned earlier :)
anyways, this will probably be the last blog until christmas or so, unless i get really bored tonight. check you all later, and happy holidays and such.
WANKASSERY!!!!!
