Saturday, December 08, 2001
who's in a wierd mood? i'm in a wierd mood
nothing going on this weekend. i don't know exactly how i expected stuff to go on. in any case, nothing did. bah. boring, so bored. need drugs or something. anything to keep things interesting. blah blah, BWAH. drink drink, drink drink drink..........
random thoughts for tonight... i was sitting in i heart bentos today waiting for some teryaki. i was staring at this snapple machine. some how the sight of this snapple machine made me realize that i would be a better girl than a guy. i don't know why. anyways, i convinced myself that i really should be female. it makes no sense. it doesn't have too... i guess i was just thinking about how cool it would be too look in the mirror and have like smooth shapely curves and stuff, and breasts. of course, everyone wants to be a girl because of the breasts. if you are a girl, and you are skinny, you are attractive :D i forget why i was really thinking of this. i think there should be like a 3 month period where roles are reversed, where the girls have to persue the guys, etc etc. that would make things more interesting.
i hope i get this job...... the money isn't too important, i am finally back to building up savings again, like really. my whole last paycheck is still sitting in my account after rent, bills and credit card. that was a shock. who knows, maybe i will be upgrading my computer soon. wouldn't that be freaky, if i finally did it :P bloop, i'm gonna go find something to watch on digital cable.
nothing going on this weekend. i don't know exactly how i expected stuff to go on. in any case, nothing did. bah. boring, so bored. need drugs or something. anything to keep things interesting. blah blah, BWAH. drink drink, drink drink drink..........
random thoughts for tonight... i was sitting in i heart bentos today waiting for some teryaki. i was staring at this snapple machine. some how the sight of this snapple machine made me realize that i would be a better girl than a guy. i don't know why. anyways, i convinced myself that i really should be female. it makes no sense. it doesn't have too... i guess i was just thinking about how cool it would be too look in the mirror and have like smooth shapely curves and stuff, and breasts. of course, everyone wants to be a girl because of the breasts. if you are a girl, and you are skinny, you are attractive :D i forget why i was really thinking of this. i think there should be like a 3 month period where roles are reversed, where the girls have to persue the guys, etc etc. that would make things more interesting.
i hope i get this job...... the money isn't too important, i am finally back to building up savings again, like really. my whole last paycheck is still sitting in my account after rent, bills and credit card. that was a shock. who knows, maybe i will be upgrading my computer soon. wouldn't that be freaky, if i finally did it :P bloop, i'm gonna go find something to watch on digital cable.
