Wednesday, January 23, 2002
blodiggly!
now that it has been like 4 days since i have blogged, i feel bad. i mean, people come here to read stuff, not wonder if my operation to sneak out of work was successful (sorry trip ;). i know i know, my blog should just be for me, and i shouldn't care if people come and see a page of old blatherings, but people do come to see me talking about stuff, and i feel i have left them down if i don't post anything. i think i should just post a few words everyday or something. then people would be mad at me for posting a bunch of crap, lol. so yeah, my bad for not posting, but my posts these day have been getting longer, just like i wanted them too :) it makes them harder to read, but they make me happy.
another thing about not blogging for a few days that makes me angry.... when you think about it, whenever i am not blogging, i am forgetting things i should be blogging about. i mean damn, how many cool things have i missed out on writing about in the past few days? we'll never know. i should just hook my brain up to a palm pilot or something, that way i can blog whenever i want and not have to worry about it. then it would start picking up things i didn't want it too and publishing them. the blog would be filled with thought processes like "cold cold, doh ow, cold cold doh, ow FREESTYLA, WOO HOO, doh back to work, WOO HOO, damn she's hot, why isn't she naked, naked boobs, boobs, hot, boobs hot" then it would probably trail off somewhere, and then be followed by a few moments of silence while i kind of blank out. it would probably be pretty funny to begin with, but it would get old.
speaking of attractive body parts, my ass has been sore lately. not my ass ass, but like my cheek muscles. i don't know why, i haven't done anything to make my ass muscles sore. sometimes, its just like all of the sudden my ass starts cramping. ok, that looks way too much like my ass starts crapping. i'm going to drop this subject now, and move on...
uhh yeah.... ok, i admit it, i am still thinking about my crapping ass
work, work is always a good subject, talk about work. so anyways, my boss is crazy, but everyone already knows that. she came to the jobsite where me and two of my coworkers were working today, and i was in charge, so i got to talk to her about it. i'm not going into detail, but i thought the conversation was all pretty funny. i told my coworkers about it, and they were amazed that i hadn't snapped and started running in circles, hitting myself in the head with a weeding tool. anyways, it was kind of cool, because it sparked this whole conversation, that was actually kind of nice. this was one of the first times that the 3 male employees at starflower worked together, and not had any females coworkers around. not that female coworkers are a bad thing, but work just had a different vibe today. it was fun to be able to just kind of chat it up with these two guys, because we never really have much to say over the constant chatter between my female coworkers ;) i'm not saying i mind it or anything, but it was fun to have that little difference, at least for one day. anyways, they were impressed that i didn't go crazy. actually, i kind of am too. i'm really glad my other coworker wasn't there, because she would have had to talk to ann, and she would have snapped. it wouldn't have been pretty.
so yeah, work is pretty anticlimactic this week, even though a lot of pretty funny stuff is going on. i just don't really feel like blogging about it, because it always turns into me bitching about stuff, even if it is in a humorous way. i think bryans positivie energy is rubbing off on me or something, because i don't feel like bitching about work.... for once....
bloop in da soup, speaking of bryan, we've been talking a lot lately. at first i was kind of wierded out by it, which is kind of understandable because we hadn't really talked much before. now, though, i feel comfortable talking too him, and i think we can be really good friends. like, beyond just roomate-friends. we agree on a lot of the stuff we are talking about, and we both have interesting things to say. it is a lot like the few times i talked with aaron back in that hizzouse, its pretty cool. it is kind of nice, because before this, we hadn't really talked.
on the other hand, i think matt is kind of pissed at me. my bad, it was a fun night. i mean, he wouldn't have smoked out if i hadn't told him i wanted him to join me because it had been a while since we had, so you can't really blame him for actually doing it :P its not really my place to say, but it is kind of silly to be mad at HIM about it, when it was my fault. in the end, we had a lot of fun together, and i'm really glad i convinced him to join me.
i am soon to be more out of money than i already am. i am going to get the car registered under my name, and get my own insurance policy, that i will pay on my own. and, i just started paying back the loans i had in college. ouch ouch ouch. i guess i won't be getting a new computer any time soon, after all.
ok ok ok, i had to do it. we were grubbing blackberrys at work today, which is a lot more fun than weeding. there were only a few problems with it. first off, these blackberrys were on steroids. we'd pull out the rootball, and it went like 3 feet down. one of them had this twisted gnarled mess of roots that was as big as my head. it was crazy. also, i am picking broken off thorns out of my fingers before they heal over and i have to rip open newly formed skin to get them out. that really sucks when that happens, but sometimes you just don't notice them in time. oh yeah, and i have scratches all over my hands :D i'm always in the mood to bitch about work ;)
4 weeks from friday, i'm 21, that is hard to believe. its like, all this time i have been building this date up in my head. typical, oh god, everything will be different when i am 21! but in reality, not much will change. it will be nice to be able to buy my own liquor. that is about the only real change i will see. 21 run should be fun, mostly because i haven't been too many bars in my life. it will be fun to get completely smashed in public :) the great thing is, no matter how hungover i am, i don't have to go to work the next day. if they even try to schedule me at a work party on saturday, i'm going to shoot them down. actually, i am going to send an email right now that i can't work that saturday........ haha, done and done :)
in some ways, a lot of things are changing right now. everyone seems to be going through some sort of personal upheaval, for better or worse. not everyone is doing it on the same magnitude bryan seems to be, but things are changing all of the sudden. i dunno exactly what is changing yet with me, but i know something is. if you guys spot anything in the weeks to come, tell me, otherwise i will be sitting around beating myself up over it ;) of course that would kind of be counter productive, considering this is supposed to be a time of personal upheaval. anyways, yeah. i hope someone else has noticed this, because if not i have just made a brash generalization that isn't really true.
brash generalizations can be funny like that. i mean, really whenever someone says something about everyone, it is kind of funny. a lot of very humorous things come out of it.
bah, this whole blog i have had a lot of trouble just collecting my thought process long enough to type 2 sentances. its like, i have been sitting here, with all these random thoughts wizzing around, but i can't catch them long enough to put them down on paper, or keyboard, or screen, or whatever i am putting them down on here. sometimes, i just have trouble conveying what i am thinking. i know this is not a unique thing, but it just happens. it is one of those things that just makes life more interesting :)
bah bah BAH!!!! stupid coworkers, in my office ;) just as i am collecting some thoughts, they come in so i can't blog. bloop, this blog is over, because my coworker is in the bathroom. check you all later
now that it has been like 4 days since i have blogged, i feel bad. i mean, people come here to read stuff, not wonder if my operation to sneak out of work was successful (sorry trip ;). i know i know, my blog should just be for me, and i shouldn't care if people come and see a page of old blatherings, but people do come to see me talking about stuff, and i feel i have left them down if i don't post anything. i think i should just post a few words everyday or something. then people would be mad at me for posting a bunch of crap, lol. so yeah, my bad for not posting, but my posts these day have been getting longer, just like i wanted them too :) it makes them harder to read, but they make me happy.
another thing about not blogging for a few days that makes me angry.... when you think about it, whenever i am not blogging, i am forgetting things i should be blogging about. i mean damn, how many cool things have i missed out on writing about in the past few days? we'll never know. i should just hook my brain up to a palm pilot or something, that way i can blog whenever i want and not have to worry about it. then it would start picking up things i didn't want it too and publishing them. the blog would be filled with thought processes like "cold cold, doh ow, cold cold doh, ow FREESTYLA, WOO HOO, doh back to work, WOO HOO, damn she's hot, why isn't she naked, naked boobs, boobs, hot, boobs hot" then it would probably trail off somewhere, and then be followed by a few moments of silence while i kind of blank out. it would probably be pretty funny to begin with, but it would get old.
speaking of attractive body parts, my ass has been sore lately. not my ass ass, but like my cheek muscles. i don't know why, i haven't done anything to make my ass muscles sore. sometimes, its just like all of the sudden my ass starts cramping. ok, that looks way too much like my ass starts crapping. i'm going to drop this subject now, and move on...
uhh yeah.... ok, i admit it, i am still thinking about my crapping ass
work, work is always a good subject, talk about work. so anyways, my boss is crazy, but everyone already knows that. she came to the jobsite where me and two of my coworkers were working today, and i was in charge, so i got to talk to her about it. i'm not going into detail, but i thought the conversation was all pretty funny. i told my coworkers about it, and they were amazed that i hadn't snapped and started running in circles, hitting myself in the head with a weeding tool. anyways, it was kind of cool, because it sparked this whole conversation, that was actually kind of nice. this was one of the first times that the 3 male employees at starflower worked together, and not had any females coworkers around. not that female coworkers are a bad thing, but work just had a different vibe today. it was fun to be able to just kind of chat it up with these two guys, because we never really have much to say over the constant chatter between my female coworkers ;) i'm not saying i mind it or anything, but it was fun to have that little difference, at least for one day. anyways, they were impressed that i didn't go crazy. actually, i kind of am too. i'm really glad my other coworker wasn't there, because she would have had to talk to ann, and she would have snapped. it wouldn't have been pretty.
so yeah, work is pretty anticlimactic this week, even though a lot of pretty funny stuff is going on. i just don't really feel like blogging about it, because it always turns into me bitching about stuff, even if it is in a humorous way. i think bryans positivie energy is rubbing off on me or something, because i don't feel like bitching about work.... for once....
bloop in da soup, speaking of bryan, we've been talking a lot lately. at first i was kind of wierded out by it, which is kind of understandable because we hadn't really talked much before. now, though, i feel comfortable talking too him, and i think we can be really good friends. like, beyond just roomate-friends. we agree on a lot of the stuff we are talking about, and we both have interesting things to say. it is a lot like the few times i talked with aaron back in that hizzouse, its pretty cool. it is kind of nice, because before this, we hadn't really talked.
on the other hand, i think matt is kind of pissed at me. my bad, it was a fun night. i mean, he wouldn't have smoked out if i hadn't told him i wanted him to join me because it had been a while since we had, so you can't really blame him for actually doing it :P its not really my place to say, but it is kind of silly to be mad at HIM about it, when it was my fault. in the end, we had a lot of fun together, and i'm really glad i convinced him to join me.
i am soon to be more out of money than i already am. i am going to get the car registered under my name, and get my own insurance policy, that i will pay on my own. and, i just started paying back the loans i had in college. ouch ouch ouch. i guess i won't be getting a new computer any time soon, after all.
ok ok ok, i had to do it. we were grubbing blackberrys at work today, which is a lot more fun than weeding. there were only a few problems with it. first off, these blackberrys were on steroids. we'd pull out the rootball, and it went like 3 feet down. one of them had this twisted gnarled mess of roots that was as big as my head. it was crazy. also, i am picking broken off thorns out of my fingers before they heal over and i have to rip open newly formed skin to get them out. that really sucks when that happens, but sometimes you just don't notice them in time. oh yeah, and i have scratches all over my hands :D i'm always in the mood to bitch about work ;)
4 weeks from friday, i'm 21, that is hard to believe. its like, all this time i have been building this date up in my head. typical, oh god, everything will be different when i am 21! but in reality, not much will change. it will be nice to be able to buy my own liquor. that is about the only real change i will see. 21 run should be fun, mostly because i haven't been too many bars in my life. it will be fun to get completely smashed in public :) the great thing is, no matter how hungover i am, i don't have to go to work the next day. if they even try to schedule me at a work party on saturday, i'm going to shoot them down. actually, i am going to send an email right now that i can't work that saturday........ haha, done and done :)
in some ways, a lot of things are changing right now. everyone seems to be going through some sort of personal upheaval, for better or worse. not everyone is doing it on the same magnitude bryan seems to be, but things are changing all of the sudden. i dunno exactly what is changing yet with me, but i know something is. if you guys spot anything in the weeks to come, tell me, otherwise i will be sitting around beating myself up over it ;) of course that would kind of be counter productive, considering this is supposed to be a time of personal upheaval. anyways, yeah. i hope someone else has noticed this, because if not i have just made a brash generalization that isn't really true.
brash generalizations can be funny like that. i mean, really whenever someone says something about everyone, it is kind of funny. a lot of very humorous things come out of it.
bah, this whole blog i have had a lot of trouble just collecting my thought process long enough to type 2 sentances. its like, i have been sitting here, with all these random thoughts wizzing around, but i can't catch them long enough to put them down on paper, or keyboard, or screen, or whatever i am putting them down on here. sometimes, i just have trouble conveying what i am thinking. i know this is not a unique thing, but it just happens. it is one of those things that just makes life more interesting :)
bah bah BAH!!!! stupid coworkers, in my office ;) just as i am collecting some thoughts, they come in so i can't blog. bloop, this blog is over, because my coworker is in the bathroom. check you all later
