Wednesday, February 06, 2002
blaarhg
laaaaazy. curiousity strikes. what will ultimately become of friday night? it was one of those nights that has the possibility to shape the next few weeks, even months of ones social life. it could be nothing more than a huge ego boost. either way, in the end, it will not be forgotten as just some random night. i mean god, anything that results in a girl calling me at all, let alone to ask me out, let alone TWO girls in three days calling me to ask me out? some how, this is very funny too me. it should be funny to all of you. i mean, come on, its me we are talking about here.
i'm curious as to what will happen on thursday. i'm skipping out on work early to hang out with caller number 2, as she will be known from this point forward in the blog. she has to work at like 11 that night or something, so thats why we are meeting at 1. who knows what will happen? i could be just us uncomfortably sitting around on the couch downstairs for a few hours before she decides she needs to go do some errands before work. fuck, for all i know she could lead me to my bedroom and keep me in there until 10:45 when she frantically rushes out to get to work leaving me laying there in a daze. i seriously don't know what to make of this whole thing. it makes things interesting though. shakes things up, breaks me out of the dull rhythm i had managed to get myself into.
but on the other hand, i am very lazy, and very apprehensive. the circumstances under which we met were too much like what happened between me and Ali. i'm not saying its going to happen again, but i don't want to get burned. for that matter, i don't want any sort of relationship at all right now. figures, now that i have an opportunity knocking.
we'll see. i'm not going to try not to do anything stupid, and hopefully she doesn't get mad at me.
laaaaazy. curiousity strikes. what will ultimately become of friday night? it was one of those nights that has the possibility to shape the next few weeks, even months of ones social life. it could be nothing more than a huge ego boost. either way, in the end, it will not be forgotten as just some random night. i mean god, anything that results in a girl calling me at all, let alone to ask me out, let alone TWO girls in three days calling me to ask me out? some how, this is very funny too me. it should be funny to all of you. i mean, come on, its me we are talking about here.
i'm curious as to what will happen on thursday. i'm skipping out on work early to hang out with caller number 2, as she will be known from this point forward in the blog. she has to work at like 11 that night or something, so thats why we are meeting at 1. who knows what will happen? i could be just us uncomfortably sitting around on the couch downstairs for a few hours before she decides she needs to go do some errands before work. fuck, for all i know she could lead me to my bedroom and keep me in there until 10:45 when she frantically rushes out to get to work leaving me laying there in a daze. i seriously don't know what to make of this whole thing. it makes things interesting though. shakes things up, breaks me out of the dull rhythm i had managed to get myself into.
but on the other hand, i am very lazy, and very apprehensive. the circumstances under which we met were too much like what happened between me and Ali. i'm not saying its going to happen again, but i don't want to get burned. for that matter, i don't want any sort of relationship at all right now. figures, now that i have an opportunity knocking.
we'll see. i'm not going to try not to do anything stupid, and hopefully she doesn't get mad at me.
