Wednesday, February 20, 2002
how does one even begin to try and explain their thought process to something else? to do so, you have to slow down your thought process enough to be able to translate it into words. doing so slows down your thought process to the point that you never reach a substantial conclusion. the only other option is to go back and try to recreate or remember a thought process from before. this always results in contradictions and incomplete explainations. it is so difficult to explain things to people.
i came to this realization due to the power of mushrooms and a conversation with bryan however long ago. this lead to me realizing that words as a form of communication is truely what holds us back. i got angry, mostly because i was having so much trouble explaining this to him at the time. the only thing that calmed me down was the realization that words are the only thing we had. imagine where would would be without words.....
there are so many things i wish i could put down into words, here or otherwise. many things, i am afraid to even try. i wish i could try to explain my views on evolution, or religion, or what the phenomenon we rever to as love truely is. but, it would be just impossible. instead, i include tidbits of my views on these things to help with explainations of other topics i do have the stomach to approach. i wonder if i wrote in this blog long enough, if i could collect all these tidbits and put them together along with other snips of thought i can retain inside my head and come out with a more or less complete analysis of my overall thought process on any of these topics......
i came to this realization due to the power of mushrooms and a conversation with bryan however long ago. this lead to me realizing that words as a form of communication is truely what holds us back. i got angry, mostly because i was having so much trouble explaining this to him at the time. the only thing that calmed me down was the realization that words are the only thing we had. imagine where would would be without words.....
there are so many things i wish i could put down into words, here or otherwise. many things, i am afraid to even try. i wish i could try to explain my views on evolution, or religion, or what the phenomenon we rever to as love truely is. but, it would be just impossible. instead, i include tidbits of my views on these things to help with explainations of other topics i do have the stomach to approach. i wonder if i wrote in this blog long enough, if i could collect all these tidbits and put them together along with other snips of thought i can retain inside my head and come out with a more or less complete analysis of my overall thought process on any of these topics......
