Wednesday, February 27, 2002
of course, the difficult part is actually going and changing your opinions about things. opinions are important. your opinions are something that no one can really take away from you. so to change an opinion you have is really difficult. it gets worse the longer you have said opinion. but once you finally do change it, it is always such a load off, because before you were basically just fooling yourself, convincing yourself that the previous opinion is really what you thought.
i think i come off as a flake a lot, because i don't really put as much stock in my own opinions as a lot of people do. i just don't really care about them enough to actually enforce them. this is why i don't vote, because i just don't care enough. so i re-evaluate, and i'm just like, oh, that was stupid. and then i change. i don't really tell people this, so the next time i am talking to someone about this, its like, oh i thought you thought this? like, telling my sister i liked nsync. she was just like, what the hell? ok..... and i was like, no really!!
i really think the ability to change ones opinion is almost empowering. its one of the few things we have almost complete control over. no one can force you to think someone. if they do, you can always go back later and change your opinion. your opinions are something that are entirely yours. so yeah, the eccentric side of me, or the eccentric whole of me i guess i should say like to change opinions. i guess i shouldn't say change, i should say tweak. i guess i see my opinions as a scientific theory of sorts that hasn't quite gotten published. i am always testing things, adjusting things. i think thats what my mind really is. the most complex theoretical idea to ever come into creation. it will never be ready to be published. i will always find something that isn't quite right that needs tweaking. oh yeah, and i don't think i have the most complex mind in the world, its just all i know. i've never been in anyone elses head, so how am i supposed to know how complex it is....
i LOVE this hoobastank album!!! track 3 sounds like a tantric song. the beginning of track 5 sounds like an incubus song. i like both of those groups. i'm in like flynn.
OH GOD!!!! today at work, all our bosses were gone. one of my old co-workers name Linda, one of the ones who just left who liked to complain ALL the time came back today to visit. it was hilarious, it was just her bitching about everything, in hushed tones. they were right outside of my office, so apparently there were things they thought i shouldn't hear, like i would care anyways. thats not the funny part. she said IN LIKE FLYNN. i was just like, hell yeah!!!! it was pretty funny.....
i think i come off as a flake a lot, because i don't really put as much stock in my own opinions as a lot of people do. i just don't really care about them enough to actually enforce them. this is why i don't vote, because i just don't care enough. so i re-evaluate, and i'm just like, oh, that was stupid. and then i change. i don't really tell people this, so the next time i am talking to someone about this, its like, oh i thought you thought this? like, telling my sister i liked nsync. she was just like, what the hell? ok..... and i was like, no really!!
i really think the ability to change ones opinion is almost empowering. its one of the few things we have almost complete control over. no one can force you to think someone. if they do, you can always go back later and change your opinion. your opinions are something that are entirely yours. so yeah, the eccentric side of me, or the eccentric whole of me i guess i should say like to change opinions. i guess i shouldn't say change, i should say tweak. i guess i see my opinions as a scientific theory of sorts that hasn't quite gotten published. i am always testing things, adjusting things. i think thats what my mind really is. the most complex theoretical idea to ever come into creation. it will never be ready to be published. i will always find something that isn't quite right that needs tweaking. oh yeah, and i don't think i have the most complex mind in the world, its just all i know. i've never been in anyone elses head, so how am i supposed to know how complex it is....
i LOVE this hoobastank album!!! track 3 sounds like a tantric song. the beginning of track 5 sounds like an incubus song. i like both of those groups. i'm in like flynn.
OH GOD!!!! today at work, all our bosses were gone. one of my old co-workers name Linda, one of the ones who just left who liked to complain ALL the time came back today to visit. it was hilarious, it was just her bitching about everything, in hushed tones. they were right outside of my office, so apparently there were things they thought i shouldn't hear, like i would care anyways. thats not the funny part. she said IN LIKE FLYNN. i was just like, hell yeah!!!! it was pretty funny.....
