Wednesday, February 06, 2002
sometimes even i underestimate the role that humor plays in my life. i focus just about everything around humor, the way i do things, the way i deal with things, and even with the way i look at things.
i look at everything as if it has some sort of humor around it. i find humor in just about everything. it is what makes life worth living. i have realized that when i stop finding things funny, and i am not just being melodramatic about it, then i need to start worrying and reevaluating things. granted, this doesn't happen very often. i have a very short attention span, so things always seem funny, even if i have driven them into the ground. it doesn't take me long to forget why something was funny, and have it be funny all over again. this is probably pretty annoying to some people, but hey, it works for me.
if i am not funny, i am nothing. actually, i should say if i don't find myself funny, i am nothing. i usually don't really care too much if other people think i am funny. there is always someone who will think i am funny. and even if people don't understand certain things, i know it was funny. sometimes, i just want to explain to people why i blurt out random comments, because if you know the thought process behind it, it is hilarious. of course, if i do this, it isn't funny. so yeah, i just leave it as a random comment, and laugh to myself.
everything is hilarious. that means times are good. it is the cynical side of me coming out. everything isn't good or how it should be or anything like that. everything is just rediculous to the point i have to laugh at it. when things start getting rediculous to the point that they inspire rage, something isn't right. recockulocity, to the MAX!!!!
i look at everything as if it has some sort of humor around it. i find humor in just about everything. it is what makes life worth living. i have realized that when i stop finding things funny, and i am not just being melodramatic about it, then i need to start worrying and reevaluating things. granted, this doesn't happen very often. i have a very short attention span, so things always seem funny, even if i have driven them into the ground. it doesn't take me long to forget why something was funny, and have it be funny all over again. this is probably pretty annoying to some people, but hey, it works for me.
if i am not funny, i am nothing. actually, i should say if i don't find myself funny, i am nothing. i usually don't really care too much if other people think i am funny. there is always someone who will think i am funny. and even if people don't understand certain things, i know it was funny. sometimes, i just want to explain to people why i blurt out random comments, because if you know the thought process behind it, it is hilarious. of course, if i do this, it isn't funny. so yeah, i just leave it as a random comment, and laugh to myself.
everything is hilarious. that means times are good. it is the cynical side of me coming out. everything isn't good or how it should be or anything like that. everything is just rediculous to the point i have to laugh at it. when things start getting rediculous to the point that they inspire rage, something isn't right. recockulocity, to the MAX!!!!
