Friday, May 10, 2002
blog monster blog monster, stop eating blogs... i swear the big bad blog monster ate 3 good blogs yesterday... pretty annoying, i mean, i kind of broke out of this blogging funk and wrote stuff that i actually thought was good and expressed my feelings to myself and yadda yadda yadda, then bloop..... GONE NOOOOOOO. nothing worse than that. well, ok, there are, but not when you are blogging.
so yes, what is up in the world of the wank. i guess the main thing on my mind is this computer i'm about to build. i mean, its kind of surreal that its actually going to happen. how long have i been wanting a new computer? like, 2 years? well, i think in about a week or so its actually going to happen. which is cool. i'm going to build it myself, which scares all sorts of living craps out of me. i mean, after saving up all this time, i'm trusting myself to build something this expensive correctly? jeez, i'm a wanker, and if i screw up, i don't have anyone else to blame. ahh well, i guess being apprehensive is better, it will make me be careful. i always have dan just down the road, and he knows his shit. so it will be good. i'm actually really really excited, cause this computer is sucking right now.
in one of my blogs yesterday that got eaten mysteriously, i was going on about how screwed up time was. i mean, its supposed to be universal, like, a second is a second, an hour is an hour. it just doesn't seem that way!! i mean, god!! an hour at work goes by sooooo much slower than an hour at home... i dunno, i guess because of this, it is kind of annoying that things that i don't want to do at home have to take up time at all. i mean, thats more time that i could be sitting on my ass doing nothing at all. but no, instead i have to take all this time to eat, and take a shower, etc etc. i mean, its not that i don't like these things, i just shouldn't have to take time to do them.
anyways, i really have to get back to my plans for the night. more on showers later. ohhhhhh boy, will there be more on showers later....
so yes, what is up in the world of the wank. i guess the main thing on my mind is this computer i'm about to build. i mean, its kind of surreal that its actually going to happen. how long have i been wanting a new computer? like, 2 years? well, i think in about a week or so its actually going to happen. which is cool. i'm going to build it myself, which scares all sorts of living craps out of me. i mean, after saving up all this time, i'm trusting myself to build something this expensive correctly? jeez, i'm a wanker, and if i screw up, i don't have anyone else to blame. ahh well, i guess being apprehensive is better, it will make me be careful. i always have dan just down the road, and he knows his shit. so it will be good. i'm actually really really excited, cause this computer is sucking right now.
in one of my blogs yesterday that got eaten mysteriously, i was going on about how screwed up time was. i mean, its supposed to be universal, like, a second is a second, an hour is an hour. it just doesn't seem that way!! i mean, god!! an hour at work goes by sooooo much slower than an hour at home... i dunno, i guess because of this, it is kind of annoying that things that i don't want to do at home have to take up time at all. i mean, thats more time that i could be sitting on my ass doing nothing at all. but no, instead i have to take all this time to eat, and take a shower, etc etc. i mean, its not that i don't like these things, i just shouldn't have to take time to do them.
anyways, i really have to get back to my plans for the night. more on showers later. ohhhhhh boy, will there be more on showers later....
