Friday, December 27, 2002
so yeah... christmas season has come and gone, what the hell! its almost a new year, jesus. insanity peppers
but yeah, christmas for me means church with the parents. i'd like to think i've begun to care more about shit in the past little while. i mean, like, admitting that i have opinions on certain things. there are somethings i really don't care about, like the things that most people care about but still. church was particularly hard for me this year. i don't know why. i wish i hadn't gone. it just pisses me off so much you know? i can pretty much say that i'm an atheist fully again, if god has anything to do with church. it was just painful and i can't really explain it...... one funny moment did come out of it though. i had a pastor tell me i looked like jesus. i mean, how often do you get that.
my feet made out like bandits this christmas. i got 10 pairs of socks and some new shoes, big pimpin. everyone else seems to have had a huge christmas, where their parents just went overboard. i had a pretty normal christmas. i hate to sound disappointed, but..... i'm just jealous of my friends families, because they spend more money and expect less in return i guess. it is a silly thing to be jealous about. i feel like i'm 8 years old all over again. but hey, i'll get over it in t-minus 5. 4. 3. 2....
so yeah, internet is back up, this is a good thing.
hungover bloops
but yeah, christmas for me means church with the parents. i'd like to think i've begun to care more about shit in the past little while. i mean, like, admitting that i have opinions on certain things. there are somethings i really don't care about, like the things that most people care about but still. church was particularly hard for me this year. i don't know why. i wish i hadn't gone. it just pisses me off so much you know? i can pretty much say that i'm an atheist fully again, if god has anything to do with church. it was just painful and i can't really explain it...... one funny moment did come out of it though. i had a pastor tell me i looked like jesus. i mean, how often do you get that.
my feet made out like bandits this christmas. i got 10 pairs of socks and some new shoes, big pimpin. everyone else seems to have had a huge christmas, where their parents just went overboard. i had a pretty normal christmas. i hate to sound disappointed, but..... i'm just jealous of my friends families, because they spend more money and expect less in return i guess. it is a silly thing to be jealous about. i feel like i'm 8 years old all over again. but hey, i'll get over it in t-minus 5. 4. 3. 2....
so yeah, internet is back up, this is a good thing.
hungover bloops
