Wednesday, February 05, 2003
i mean seriously, with the no writing thing. without work, what do i have to complain about? and without complaining, how do i start a blog? it is pretty damn funny over here in my camp. i just kind of sit around not doing anything, happily lazy. then i'm like, i'm not doing anything, i should blog!!!! look, judge mathis is on!!!!! and then i watch judge mathis. if i want to lay around and watch judge mathis, i can. oh yeah, and me and matt went to the gap in u-villiage. THAT is a funny place. you walk in, and there is like this 2 story tall picture of some gap dude. i looked up and said to myself "damn, how cool would it be to walk into a room and see a 30 foot tall picture of YOU." i would stand next to it all day grinning waiting for the ladies to come up and hand me the keys to their cars/houses. it would happen, i mean jeebus, i'd be a gap model. thats a wierd place. i don't think i'd been in a gap in about 10 years, not much has changed. they have the little corner near the entrance for the mens clothing thats all walled off to keep the guys contained so the girls can enjoy their spacious shopping paradise in peace. the mens department was about the size of our apartment, which is subsequently very small. matt bought stuff while i kind of walked in circles. when we went to the cashier, i felt so out of place. i mean, i'm seriously out of my element there. the cashier looked at what matt was buying and said "shabby, but not too shabby." i was thinking to myself, this is the most expensive outfit i've ever seen anyone buy, and its a freaking sweatshirt and warmup pants, shabby my ass! one of those racks costs more than everything i own. it was a little bit disconcerting. i mean, i don't know what the hip fly gear is today, but everyone seems to have gap or abercrombie or something like that. how can people even afford to buy clothes period? spending 20 bucks on some underwear was a huge thing for me. i don't have money to buy clothes, even when i'm rich. i just can't afford them.
