what have i learned today?

apparently i'm having a quarter-life crisis. i think everyone i know is in a period of mental and emotional upheaval. i guess i'm glad i'm getting it out of the way 2 years early. at least it is just mental. at least the day to day stuff makes sense so the crisis doesn't have a tangible negative impact. i say bring it on. i'll try to figure whatever it is out. i'll come out a better person. now i just have to figure out why i'm having a crisis. is there a problem? i don't know. crisis usually indicates that there is a problem. i think the only real problem is waiting for things to work themselves out. i even know how things are going to work out, its just going to take a few months for it to happen, so in the mean time my mind is going through some journey or another tackling important issues and forming the breeding ground for some revolution or another. "things are going to be this way in 6 months, so why not just accept it and be this way now!" my mind says. so i do, i guess it speeds things up. but then what do you do. you are just waiting for 6 months to go by so your mind wanders.

maybe this is where the lottery comes in.

frivved up by Ben at 4:12 PM