Saturday, May 15, 2004
what have i learned today?
what is the difference between working hard doing something that you think matters and realizing your work has influenced nothing and realizing you are working hard to influence something that doesn't matter in the first place? its kind of like the difference between falling out of the sky and landing in the middle of some field and just lying in the field. no broken bones, no crater. it doesn't matter anyways, but at least your eyes didn't explode on impact so you can still watch the clouds. that is, until your boss finds you daydreaming and makes you go back to work.
is it a flawed plan? focusing on what doesn't matter because it doesn't matter in the first place? of course. it can matter to you.
phhhhhhht. spare me from myself. whats the problem in the first place? i'm alone in the middle of some fucking field. what the hell am i doing out there? where did i park my car? crap, i almost had that thing paid off....
what is the difference between working hard doing something that you think matters and realizing your work has influenced nothing and realizing you are working hard to influence something that doesn't matter in the first place? its kind of like the difference between falling out of the sky and landing in the middle of some field and just lying in the field. no broken bones, no crater. it doesn't matter anyways, but at least your eyes didn't explode on impact so you can still watch the clouds. that is, until your boss finds you daydreaming and makes you go back to work.
is it a flawed plan? focusing on what doesn't matter because it doesn't matter in the first place? of course. it can matter to you.
phhhhhhht. spare me from myself. whats the problem in the first place? i'm alone in the middle of some fucking field. what the hell am i doing out there? where did i park my car? crap, i almost had that thing paid off....
