Friday, October 01, 2004
what have i learned today?
my coworker chris dances like a monkey.
the new booze store doesn't want my id
there is construction on the 4 major roads closest to my store
people don't tip. secretaries tip the worst. stoners tip the best because they don't want to do math.
i'm tired, somehow i'm still scheduled for overtime.
our new driver is about to quit, which will leave us with 2 again. we need 3 most nights now. don't ask me how this is going to work out.
ahhhh, but i'm home now. if i need to quit, i need to quit. i can always get my CAD certificate, i know i always have a job once i do. my parents told me this last time i saw them. then i'm locked in until i own the company, i'm not sure if that is such a smart thing at this point. it is a very smart thing eventually. it would be even more hours. eventually a lot of travelling. i'd miss driving though. i could always get a job at as a courier. that isn't driving though, thats sitting on freeways.
i could always be a racecar driver... champion of the streets takes the pizzamobile to the track. somehow i don't think my car has what it takes.
i can always stay at my job now and dance like a monkey with my coworker.
it is too early to think about taking over for my dad. that is 20 years away. not now. i have too many bullshit plans that need to fail before i can write off my dreams and give control back to my dad. i probably will, but what if one of my plans works out and i end up happy owning and operating something i love?
right now i need to worry about waking up for work tomorrow. i'm not even asleep yet.
why do i spend so much time in the future. i'm losing the present. shit, i just lost it. i lost it again. there it goes again..... damn seconds.
my coworker chris dances like a monkey.
the new booze store doesn't want my id
there is construction on the 4 major roads closest to my store
people don't tip. secretaries tip the worst. stoners tip the best because they don't want to do math.
i'm tired, somehow i'm still scheduled for overtime.
our new driver is about to quit, which will leave us with 2 again. we need 3 most nights now. don't ask me how this is going to work out.
ahhhh, but i'm home now. if i need to quit, i need to quit. i can always get my CAD certificate, i know i always have a job once i do. my parents told me this last time i saw them. then i'm locked in until i own the company, i'm not sure if that is such a smart thing at this point. it is a very smart thing eventually. it would be even more hours. eventually a lot of travelling. i'd miss driving though. i could always get a job at as a courier. that isn't driving though, thats sitting on freeways.
i could always be a racecar driver... champion of the streets takes the pizzamobile to the track. somehow i don't think my car has what it takes.
i can always stay at my job now and dance like a monkey with my coworker.
it is too early to think about taking over for my dad. that is 20 years away. not now. i have too many bullshit plans that need to fail before i can write off my dreams and give control back to my dad. i probably will, but what if one of my plans works out and i end up happy owning and operating something i love?
right now i need to worry about waking up for work tomorrow. i'm not even asleep yet.
why do i spend so much time in the future. i'm losing the present. shit, i just lost it. i lost it again. there it goes again..... damn seconds.
