Monday, December 27, 2004
post-christmas pre-new years. this is the wierdest week of the year.
what have i learned today?
in the past 5 years, nothing has really happened. i met up with all of my high school friends last night, and we realized that the last 5 years have been pretty pointless. we all went off on our own and grew and mature and whatever we were doing, but we realized last night that our mindsets really haven't changed much. it was like the last 5 years never even happened. the only real difference was the alcohol.
i really enjoyed myself though. i usually don't like people, but they were all people i like and haven't seen in a while. i have been worrying about reconvening like this, because i basically have made no effort to talk to these people in years. when we all started talking, we all kind of realized that none of us had made any effort to keep in touch with anyone. there wasn't really a reason, we are all living on different ends of the country, so it would have just been lip-service. we all got back together, and it was like nothing had happened. maybe i was just drunk and everyone was humoring me. maybe i'm reading things completely wrong. i really doubt that. we sat around bullshitting like we used too.
what have i learned today?
in the past 5 years, nothing has really happened. i met up with all of my high school friends last night, and we realized that the last 5 years have been pretty pointless. we all went off on our own and grew and mature and whatever we were doing, but we realized last night that our mindsets really haven't changed much. it was like the last 5 years never even happened. the only real difference was the alcohol.
i really enjoyed myself though. i usually don't like people, but they were all people i like and haven't seen in a while. i have been worrying about reconvening like this, because i basically have made no effort to talk to these people in years. when we all started talking, we all kind of realized that none of us had made any effort to keep in touch with anyone. there wasn't really a reason, we are all living on different ends of the country, so it would have just been lip-service. we all got back together, and it was like nothing had happened. maybe i was just drunk and everyone was humoring me. maybe i'm reading things completely wrong. i really doubt that. we sat around bullshitting like we used too.
