Thursday, February 10, 2005
losing my mind, losing my mind dun dun losing my mind, losing my mind DUN DUN
good news is here. i ordered a cheap graphics card, so now my computer actually works. i will miss the green matrix lines that ran down my screen. that was kind of creepy actually, because they'd shift if i moved my mouse. but now, my computer is back. i finally have sound and video again.
i've been so detached from the world that it doesn't feel like any time has passed. it is all blurring together one day of glorious lazy bliss. i don't want it to end, but it needs to for the sake of my mental well being. other people are turning into mysterious afterthoughts in my daily routine. i know they are probably out there, but i can't really prove they exist, so there really isn't much use worrying about them. eventually i'll have to eject myself out of my comfortable little pod and rejoin them all, so i may as well ignore them while i can.
no offense to you if you actually are a real person, but i'm still going to have to ignore you too.
good news is here. i ordered a cheap graphics card, so now my computer actually works. i will miss the green matrix lines that ran down my screen. that was kind of creepy actually, because they'd shift if i moved my mouse. but now, my computer is back. i finally have sound and video again.
i've been so detached from the world that it doesn't feel like any time has passed. it is all blurring together one day of glorious lazy bliss. i don't want it to end, but it needs to for the sake of my mental well being. other people are turning into mysterious afterthoughts in my daily routine. i know they are probably out there, but i can't really prove they exist, so there really isn't much use worrying about them. eventually i'll have to eject myself out of my comfortable little pod and rejoin them all, so i may as well ignore them while i can.
no offense to you if you actually are a real person, but i'm still going to have to ignore you too.
