Friday, February 04, 2005
so, i had an epiphany last night. actually, i had a few, but they were all related. I realized that i know all about the person i was, the things i've done wrong, and the what my opinions were in the past, but i know very little about what is different now, besides a general feeling that i am happier than i have ever been before.
the old me believed in nothing. he sucked. but the new me believe in himself. it was about 3am last night when i realized the only moment in life that could possibly matter is the last moment in your life. everything else leads up to that moment, and you have a choice to make. do you want to keep going, or do you want to die. can you hold your soul together, or do you fade away. until that moment, you won't know. all you can do is give yourself the best chance you can.
nothing else really seems important today. i am at ease. if i died right now, i think i would be able to hold myself together.
the old me believed in nothing. he sucked. but the new me believe in himself. it was about 3am last night when i realized the only moment in life that could possibly matter is the last moment in your life. everything else leads up to that moment, and you have a choice to make. do you want to keep going, or do you want to die. can you hold your soul together, or do you fade away. until that moment, you won't know. all you can do is give yourself the best chance you can.
nothing else really seems important today. i am at ease. if i died right now, i think i would be able to hold myself together.
