damn, looking back i need to stop being so harsh to myself. i have some good points though. i sometimes lose focus of the reason behind the post in the first place. i make the mistake of looking at my own text as if it was directed at me now, instead of me three months ago. so the attack seems fresh and new, and usually unjustified. but sometimes it takes on a whole new meaning. it helps me remember what i have learned, so i am not doomed to repeat my mistakes.

coming back and look at this stuff makes me feel so naked most of the time. half of it i want to go back and delete. but it came out of my head, so i can't ignore it.

frivved up by Ben at 11:38 PM