i felt compelled to revisit my time post from a few months back. i said i live in a grey area floating between the past and the future, never in the present. i don't know why i was so against it. reducing something's significance is one thing, but denouncing its entire existance? the present is the axis from which the past and the future extend. i have realized that standing in the present it is like standing directly above the center of gravity of a moving object. the world feels like it is pivoting around you. yet if you were a few feet an any direction, you would be tossed around. the present is right in the center. i still live square in that grey area. i still can see the past and the future extending around me, and flow through it if i want too. but instead of floating randomly, i have realized the present needs my port of harbor, the constant landmark to keep everything in perspective. travelling in the present is just natural. it is the balance.

frivved up by Ben at 11:54 PM