fuck this afternoon in its god damn motherfucking cock strangling ass. you know, things can't even get any worse. i have had so many fucked up days in a row at work, i don't even remember what a normal day is like. and that sucks, because it means insane and shitty is now the new normal. i have stopped thinking things are going to get better again. i am just so angry. i am fired up over the same stupid bullshit that drives me crazy on a daily basis. i hate it, because really i have no cause for complaints. as bad as my day was, i am sure my girlfriend's was worse, because she has to work late every day, all week. but fuck me, i hate my job. today started off fine, then just descended into the abyss. i wanted to kill my drivers. i hate people so much right now. i don't want to see anyone else for the rest of the night. i don't want to talk to anyone, i just want to be alone curled up in my chair at home where things aren't totally insane and i don't feel inclined to spend the majority of my time thinking about choking people to death with my bare hands. speaking of homicidal tendencies...

i am taking a shower. sleep is the only thing i will forgo a shower for, but it is too early for sleep. so a shower will bring me back from the world of darkness i am wallowing in. it always works.

frivved up by Ben at 7:13 PM