Monday, December 18, 2006
i am possibly just losing my mind. it is possible...
sometimes thoughts aren't ready for public consumption. that is what I have learned tonight. i spent 90 minutes writing, and this is what you get. this is what remains, minus a great many poorly constructed thoughts that will be important in some way i will eventually realize. but for now the conclusions i came too were irrelevant, at least in relation to the way i arrived at them. they were leading elsewhere, is what really happened, and bed is more important. until tomorrow, after this thought process will inevitably have slipped away... stupid midnight stupid work stupid grumble grumble.
damn you blog, i don't like feeling stupid. you win. blogger beat me tonight. why is it so important to always be smart, anyways. i am far far removed from my scholarly days, so really why?
sometimes thoughts aren't ready for public consumption. that is what I have learned tonight. i spent 90 minutes writing, and this is what you get. this is what remains, minus a great many poorly constructed thoughts that will be important in some way i will eventually realize. but for now the conclusions i came too were irrelevant, at least in relation to the way i arrived at them. they were leading elsewhere, is what really happened, and bed is more important. until tomorrow, after this thought process will inevitably have slipped away... stupid midnight stupid work stupid grumble grumble.
damn you blog, i don't like feeling stupid. you win. blogger beat me tonight. why is it so important to always be smart, anyways. i am far far removed from my scholarly days, so really why?
