the last few weeks i have really been shifting things around. i have been trying to change my focus to mirror what i want instead of what i am used to. i am not content with what has simply gotten me through the day. i feel like for the past seven or eight months, i have been starting to wake up for the first time. like i have been dreaming, and now my mind is trying to force itself awake. the dream has been uncovered, but i am still not fully conscious. there is something coming toward the surface inside of me. somehow, i feel that soon i will open my eyes, and finally be aware of something. i am not sure what it is yet.

i do know that the person i see in the mirror and the person i see in my mind are finally aligning. i am becoming my own equal. neither has the upper hand.

frivved up by Ben at 10:37 PM