Friday, June 15, 2007
i am no longer content. i can't accept average. i am demanding more of myself. i don't know how it is going to happen. i don't even know how things will be different. maybe i just need a new challenge, something to work on. i just know i am not fully content with my approach to myself. i can do better, and i am going to try and find out how to push myself a little further. i frustrate myself, which tells me there is something i don't agree with inside. so i travel in a different direction, to a different area on the map in my brain to level up and see what else there is to learn, what new monsters i can vanquish and what shiny new objects and skills i can obtain. something is making me uncomfortable, and i need to find out why
