Saturday, June 09, 2007
i can see what has been happening these last two days. there has been something beneath driving those two posts, and probably the next few posts in the future. i have been trying to figure it out since last night, and now especially since this post followed along the same lines. i think i am figuring it out
i am trying to find a new writing style. a writing style that begins just for me. writing solely for myself, without any need to explain context to anyone else. a way of writing that only i will fully understand, but a way of writing that fully expresses the ideas as they are in my head, so i can explore them and let them expand without trying to force them into smaller box of outside conceptualization.
it is a way i can let my mind explore those things i haven't been able to grasp. to put them on paper. it is an explanation of a larger point of focus, one that goes back to the very purpose of this blog, an exploration of myself, my true self. what is really on my mind, so i can understand it.
how is this going to change my overall writing style? who knows. i will watch it as i continue writing. my hope write now, and my theory is that it will cut out the extraneous, and let me focus on the flow of words inside my head, to find the true story instead of the shades and inflections i can shave off and slap together into something merely passable.
i am trying to find a new writing style. a writing style that begins just for me. writing solely for myself, without any need to explain context to anyone else. a way of writing that only i will fully understand, but a way of writing that fully expresses the ideas as they are in my head, so i can explore them and let them expand without trying to force them into smaller box of outside conceptualization.
it is a way i can let my mind explore those things i haven't been able to grasp. to put them on paper. it is an explanation of a larger point of focus, one that goes back to the very purpose of this blog, an exploration of myself, my true self. what is really on my mind, so i can understand it.
how is this going to change my overall writing style? who knows. i will watch it as i continue writing. my hope write now, and my theory is that it will cut out the extraneous, and let me focus on the flow of words inside my head, to find the true story instead of the shades and inflections i can shave off and slap together into something merely passable.
