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Friday, September 17, 2004
i'm tempted to say that this could be an attempt at catharsis, but that'd be more dishonest than saying i'm trying to get people to notice me by being honest about things. it seems that lately people have being feeling age and wondering where things are gonna end up for them. i'm not sure i'm overly apathetic, or simply not too worried about it, cause i really don't feel like i'm in a rush to figure it out. marriage, careers, so on and so forth, i'm not so ready for. i'd like to feel really positive about something first.
meh.
that's pretty much how i sum up things these days. i don't even look at it as depression, but more or less a general lack of need. i do minimal activities, i socialize as little as possible, i simply just don't care. i don't even have the energy to really keep writing this.
meh.
that's pretty much how i sum up things these days. i don't even look at it as depression, but more or less a general lack of need. i do minimal activities, i socialize as little as possible, i simply just don't care. i don't even have the energy to really keep writing this.
