i don't know if other people do this, but i've found that you can let yourself melt into a song, especially if the band is fairly emotive. of course you have a couple bowls beforehand, and then you just kind of surrender yourself to whatever it is the band is trying to convey. for example, my current fascination would be jimmy eat world. they make the music syrupy enough to just kinda gel with the music, and then you just kinda let whatever they're singing about wash over, and it's fun to be someone else for a while, bitch about whatever they're bitching about, love the way they do, hurt the way they do... it's ... great escapism. headphones help even more... ahh... music...


frivved up by Matt at 10:51 AM

important facts: i started writing thoughts and moments on a pad of paper today in attempts to further understand self and expand thinking horizons.

when you look back on your day on paper, it's strange. in bullet points, i can sum up my day with pages of paper. the question is, what can i learn from it? how do i become the best, most efficient-me possible? it's a good question. one i hope takes a long time to answer. it's the growth that excites me. heh, that can be taken wrong... anyway, i just mean that i'm kinda lookin forward to what i can do. you get it, right?

now i get to have fun and smoke weed and be carefree...

frivved up by Matt at 6:49 PM